05-01-2016, 12:00 AM
people are so very very selfish. I need to get more ruthless without lapsing in integrity.
a while ago i was having a horrible mad time as i tried to heal the underworld and got answers from the universe.
I notice now that people i have favoured as companions on the path have gradually drifted into unimpeccability.
i went through the bits of mind and emotional hell as a service ..
foolishly to protect people i thought were too fragile to navigate the warriors path, but were in my opinion not negative people.
now they hit their 40s i discover they have become energeticly grabby, selfish people who having never completed their own warriorship only have their own will and greed to support their world view.
I am in the difficult situation of finding that those i saw fit to protect in my altruistic ego have become monsters.
a while ago i was having a horrible mad time as i tried to heal the underworld and got answers from the universe.
I notice now that people i have favoured as companions on the path have gradually drifted into unimpeccability.
i went through the bits of mind and emotional hell as a service ..
foolishly to protect people i thought were too fragile to navigate the warriors path, but were in my opinion not negative people.
now they hit their 40s i discover they have become energeticly grabby, selfish people who having never completed their own warriorship only have their own will and greed to support their world view.
I am in the difficult situation of finding that those i saw fit to protect in my altruistic ego have become monsters.