12-04-2010, 12:00 AM
lunoor- I am a bit of a maverick when it comes to sorcery and intent!I have never been interested in cultivating left side awareness for instance!
This is because the logical mind exists in right side awarness..
and my pre-disposition is to bring real knowledge into rightside awarness so it can be accessible by normal man who does not wish to seek it!
I seek to make rythms within the habitual position.. which predominantly exists in rightside awareness...
I also know that when in rightside awarness and in the mood of the warrior... that the present is THIS NANOSECOND..
the logical mind refuses to bundle MEST...and it is rather like just slamming into a wall of time.. beyond which anything can happen.. but none of it is known or predictable...
like a fissure in a rock.. I see a split forming in the total human assemblage points awarness proclivities..
that does NOT allow the logical mind to predict events with any power except probability ...
I expect what you will see is me "touching "the split between right and leftside awarness and just STOPPING before leftside awareness is reached..
I do this becasue it is what i have trained myself to do..
To me leftside awarness is forbidden to myself.. but i can still feel those who utilise it as they percieve my moves!
which is interesting.. Rightside awarness is concrete .. But still i carve the unknown out of it... like pac-man.. until i hope oneday.. i have no human awarness left in my rightside....or at least no foundations left to support its structure..
and then "[perhaps" i will cross.. perhaps i will explode.. perhaps i will melt! perhaps i will throw myself into the void and "SEVER" the rest of my existence from the TONAL as a gesture to the unknowable (nice!)
But I do know that it is very rare to do this style of rightside research..
and every RUT i CARVE is power within the habitual position.. which no-one in the habitual position can avoid.. unless they are fluid..(which i am not). Its essentially A MAZE..
I have seen the twenty day signs.. and thei rrelationship to death..
and i wish to carve their positon within the energy of the rightside!
I say the yellow rose of friendship is pre-manifestation because THEUN MARES SAYS IT IS!
and as such i use it as a symbol of transmutation and intent of wthe way IT MOVES..
as i CUT chunks from my predominantly rightside energy structure..while failing and refusing to activate my left side..
It allows a rare type of EARTH energy to flow through my being..
whcih cannot be cultivated.. but must instead flow through the "WORN OUT BITS" which remain when challenges are met in life!
Picture one just guided me to say... that i do not use leftside awarness....and the reasons for it!
But i would say.. it is a message stating that..
" the observation of a fool can be lengthy and time consuming, By the time you realise you have been stalked
nothing can be done about reclasiming that time.. except rejoice that your judgements hit no mark and today is the end of that lesson".. power turns" -- That sort of thing....
This is because the logical mind exists in right side awarness..
and my pre-disposition is to bring real knowledge into rightside awarness so it can be accessible by normal man who does not wish to seek it!
I seek to make rythms within the habitual position.. which predominantly exists in rightside awareness...
I also know that when in rightside awarness and in the mood of the warrior... that the present is THIS NANOSECOND..
the logical mind refuses to bundle MEST...and it is rather like just slamming into a wall of time.. beyond which anything can happen.. but none of it is known or predictable...
like a fissure in a rock.. I see a split forming in the total human assemblage points awarness proclivities..
that does NOT allow the logical mind to predict events with any power except probability ...
I expect what you will see is me "touching "the split between right and leftside awarness and just STOPPING before leftside awareness is reached..
I do this becasue it is what i have trained myself to do..
To me leftside awarness is forbidden to myself.. but i can still feel those who utilise it as they percieve my moves!
which is interesting.. Rightside awarness is concrete .. But still i carve the unknown out of it... like pac-man.. until i hope oneday.. i have no human awarness left in my rightside....or at least no foundations left to support its structure..
and then "[perhaps" i will cross.. perhaps i will explode.. perhaps i will melt! perhaps i will throw myself into the void and "SEVER" the rest of my existence from the TONAL as a gesture to the unknowable (nice!)
But I do know that it is very rare to do this style of rightside research..
and every RUT i CARVE is power within the habitual position.. which no-one in the habitual position can avoid.. unless they are fluid..(which i am not). Its essentially A MAZE..
I have seen the twenty day signs.. and thei rrelationship to death..
and i wish to carve their positon within the energy of the rightside!
I say the yellow rose of friendship is pre-manifestation because THEUN MARES SAYS IT IS!
and as such i use it as a symbol of transmutation and intent of wthe way IT MOVES..
as i CUT chunks from my predominantly rightside energy structure..while failing and refusing to activate my left side..
It allows a rare type of EARTH energy to flow through my being..
whcih cannot be cultivated.. but must instead flow through the "WORN OUT BITS" which remain when challenges are met in life!
Picture one just guided me to say... that i do not use leftside awarness....and the reasons for it!
But i would say.. it is a message stating that..
" the observation of a fool can be lengthy and time consuming, By the time you realise you have been stalked
nothing can be done about reclasiming that time.. except rejoice that your judgements hit no mark and today is the end of that lesson".. power turns" -- That sort of thing....