11-13-2010, 12:00 AM
Thanks wolf, I respect your response and thanks for the edit return.
Doc green, I am not an accomplished dreamer in sleep but i am a dreamer in my waking day much more so. I experience shifts. I often experience stillness alongside my ID and reflections, what i need for growth and necessities manifests. I have an invisible guide who provides plenty opportunities through life to hone and I give my attention there, being mindful with my experiences, mindful of my ID and letting go again and again as best I can. I do still experience fluctuation between higher and lower states. When you speak of being a legitimate dreamer what do you mean?
I find I am changing and have changed a lot(in an excellent direction) without being good at dreaming as it's described in CC or having a fleshy guide. I have changed through what I have given up in favor of love, I have changed through being lucky to have joyful and awake friends, I have grown and changed through many fortunate falls and experiences including some visions.
I see what you say about intent coming from our higher selves yet when dancing i feel it, I see beautiful colors and patterns, make beautiful geomancy with my body and I send out the joy and energy I feel to others when it feels right to do so for example, I have seen some positivity from this for myself and others as well, I'd say that is intent but I am not sure where the border between lil ol me and higher self is in this, I sometimes feel my body taken over by the flow of spirit, it dances through me. We are our higher selves with a little crusty surface matter. Other arts can flow like this too, where it is no longer the consensus self in the drivers seat: music, painting, poetry... I understand saying "I intend" with my mind isn't intent or writing out an intent statement but the "arts" are different than the usual mind, can you shed some more light on this Doc?
I too hope you come around more often.
Doc green, I am not an accomplished dreamer in sleep but i am a dreamer in my waking day much more so. I experience shifts. I often experience stillness alongside my ID and reflections, what i need for growth and necessities manifests. I have an invisible guide who provides plenty opportunities through life to hone and I give my attention there, being mindful with my experiences, mindful of my ID and letting go again and again as best I can. I do still experience fluctuation between higher and lower states. When you speak of being a legitimate dreamer what do you mean?
I find I am changing and have changed a lot(in an excellent direction) without being good at dreaming as it's described in CC or having a fleshy guide. I have changed through what I have given up in favor of love, I have changed through being lucky to have joyful and awake friends, I have grown and changed through many fortunate falls and experiences including some visions.
I see what you say about intent coming from our higher selves yet when dancing i feel it, I see beautiful colors and patterns, make beautiful geomancy with my body and I send out the joy and energy I feel to others when it feels right to do so for example, I have seen some positivity from this for myself and others as well, I'd say that is intent but I am not sure where the border between lil ol me and higher self is in this, I sometimes feel my body taken over by the flow of spirit, it dances through me. We are our higher selves with a little crusty surface matter. Other arts can flow like this too, where it is no longer the consensus self in the drivers seat: music, painting, poetry... I understand saying "I intend" with my mind isn't intent or writing out an intent statement but the "arts" are different than the usual mind, can you shed some more light on this Doc?
I too hope you come around more often.