04-12-2011, 12:00 AM
Nu Lang wrote:To be alone in the physical sense, none of us have really been exposed to this in a long-term way as to say we could do it through infinity, again that's excruciating to even endure, and no one has even come close to knowing what that experience would be like because alwasy there have been people in our lives. Also, we see people die and assume what they experience is done 'alone' but if dying is like entering a dream, we know that dreams contain other dreamers too. Where is there a true void of isolation? Ever? Only in our individual perception do we experience loneliness, outside us there are always 'beings' traveling with us, both friends and foes and strangers. I say its good to have our friends with us. Why would one not seek this?
I have already said perceiving is a solitary affair. And I know it well, very very well. Sooner then you had to I'd say becasue I lost my mother at age 18 months and had to endure that loneliness at such a young age. Also, my name Wei Nu Lang means Lone She-wolf.
All I can say to this is that I can't explain something that words can not describe. Some people feel this alone-ness and some do not. That's okay. Many roads lead to nowhere.
There are people in the world, like me that are born into families
that they don't belong in, are not part of, are alien to. One can never
overcome that, and that brings a loneliness, too.
I have already said perceiving is a solitary affair. And I know it well, very very well. Sooner then you had to I'd say becasue I lost my mother at age 18 months and had to endure that loneliness at such a young age. Also, my name Wei Nu Lang means Lone She-wolf.
All I can say to this is that I can't explain something that words can not describe. Some people feel this alone-ness and some do not. That's okay. Many roads lead to nowhere.
There are people in the world, like me that are born into families
that they don't belong in, are not part of, are alien to. One can never
overcome that, and that brings a loneliness, too.