01-18-2011, 12:00 AM
Wei Shan Yang wrote: Yes, pertinent question...I don't react (to scout) because I am battling my flier 24/7. If I wasn't doing this, I think his words would piss me off or upset me in some way, but since its between me and my flier, I can't be at all upset with scout. Truth is, when we don't recognize our flier, we see it in other people instead.
When we do recognize our flier and see it... not as part of us, but somethign competing for our power, our energy and life force, and doing it by getting access to us via our mind and emotional residue of past, we realize all our energy must go to this battle within self and expel the foreign substance.I just wanted to add...I do 'react' (respond) to the intensity he pushes upon me...but that's a good thing, has to do with his intent... though its a bit harsh and I have to remember balance too. So as not to become morose. His focus is good, but I still like to laugh. If my flier slips in while I'm laughing and being at ease...it has before, I will notice it and respond. I'm not as Spartan as I could be, but getting better each day at it and scout is certainly helping this.
When we do recognize our flier and see it... not as part of us, but somethign competing for our power, our energy and life force, and doing it by getting access to us via our mind and emotional residue of past, we realize all our energy must go to this battle within self and expel the foreign substance.I just wanted to add...I do 'react' (respond) to the intensity he pushes upon me...but that's a good thing, has to do with his intent... though its a bit harsh and I have to remember balance too. So as not to become morose. His focus is good, but I still like to laugh. If my flier slips in while I'm laughing and being at ease...it has before, I will notice it and respond. I'm not as Spartan as I could be, but getting better each day at it and scout is certainly helping this.