10-20-2010, 12:02 AM
"just picture many many people living the way you... in love, stability, and protection. In the end, it simply means less people to piss you off. Wouldn't that improve your life? "
Well, I'm not stable. I said earlier if I lost those I love I would be utterly despondent. So I'm dependent on my loved ones. They make the world beautiful for me, at the very least. I had a dream last night I was dying, and my experience was I was desperately sad to leave a particular loved one alone. I felt more for this loved one's loneliness than I felt for my own demise. It was a horrible feeling. And in that I realized how much I cared for this person's happiness.
I'm not concerned with the idea of whether a nagual can help others not piss me off, lol. If I get pissed off, I just need to look at whats happening in my perception. Granted having people be nice to one another is a very pleasant experience and I welcome it. But we can learn things from interactions that challenge us too, which in turn does help us all get along better.
Well, I'm not stable. I said earlier if I lost those I love I would be utterly despondent. So I'm dependent on my loved ones. They make the world beautiful for me, at the very least. I had a dream last night I was dying, and my experience was I was desperately sad to leave a particular loved one alone. I felt more for this loved one's loneliness than I felt for my own demise. It was a horrible feeling. And in that I realized how much I cared for this person's happiness.
I'm not concerned with the idea of whether a nagual can help others not piss me off, lol. If I get pissed off, I just need to look at whats happening in my perception. Granted having people be nice to one another is a very pleasant experience and I welcome it. But we can learn things from interactions that challenge us too, which in turn does help us all get along better.