05-31-2010, 12:00 AM
fear-destruction of the self in order to see your true purpose!
sobriety-seeing a solution or purpose and working to a time scale..
old age..discovering you are still working to a purpose even though everyday you die a little bit more.. hoping that if you always work to purpose.. you will shed your human form and mereley be a force of purpose..
death- either the fruition of purpose in life or the cessation of life while true to purpose... hopefully blurring the two... creates a personal "vesica piscis" of intent!
im very difficult to accept as a nagual!
ive only got this far by being seen as a fool!
its a bit of a knife edge!
I crave to tell the truth in contrast to the lies..
but if you look at me truthfully,, there is nothing left to tell!
catch 22
sobriety-seeing a solution or purpose and working to a time scale..
old age..discovering you are still working to a purpose even though everyday you die a little bit more.. hoping that if you always work to purpose.. you will shed your human form and mereley be a force of purpose..
death- either the fruition of purpose in life or the cessation of life while true to purpose... hopefully blurring the two... creates a personal "vesica piscis" of intent!
im very difficult to accept as a nagual!
ive only got this far by being seen as a fool!
its a bit of a knife edge!
I crave to tell the truth in contrast to the lies..
but if you look at me truthfully,, there is nothing left to tell!
catch 22