03-25-2006, 12:00 AM
Nagual Lone Wolf, Bright Flame ....
"It is good to meet other warriors and know one is not alone in this experience".
Yes, you are right ......
"Many pretend they are still "human" but it is useless ...."
Heheheheh .... Been there, done that. What a Folly !
Still I guess, we do need to wear out the last threads of attachments we may have to the "world" .... so to speak.
"There is no going back. Never. The eyes of your fellow men/women show you that".
So true. Though ..... (& I have written this before to another forum) ..... Ever had a situation, when you have looked into the eyes of another, and seen y-o-u-r-s-e-l-f ..... looking back .... at yourself ....in the f-o-r-m of another person; - thus instantly recognizing your very own most innermost soul & spirit essence standing there ...... in that other person's body.
When that happens, there is a sense of a silent communication dawning upon you both, like a "Holy Spirit". You know each others innermost, without a word needed to be spoken about it, a state of such "obviousity" (things being too obvious and too intimate to talk about) ... that you do not want to "name" the situation but just live the enchantment of it.
In that, there is a sense of unconditional love, that just "IS"; - unconditional love, that is given and received without there really being a giver nor a receiver of it.
A sense that .... just because we exist, we are valid in this Universe, no other "credentials" needed.
When you experience this "oneness" with someone, it is like ....since eternity, you have never been apart, nor shall you ever be .....and this Oneness is something which can not be gained or achieved nor can it be possessed but it rather is there for all times for us to recognize it.
Also in that "Oneness" there is a sense of a "Cosmic Joke" about separateness and appearances, because for oneness .... all that form separateness ..... really is .... just a joke.
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Ok. The above mentioned "Oneness" experience is not t-h-e "Stopping The World" shift, but when one witnesses another like that or sees something nondually .... there certainly is a perceptive sense of time having halted down to a slow motion .... like in the movies.
My "indigenous" Grandmother was like that, psycho-spiritually she was still very tribal, she just didn't have a separate-self-identity, but only existed in alignment to things ..... and from early childhood together we would sit for hours entering into inner silence, into "one spirit" .... that being the "place" my gran could best communicate all that she was .... Yet none of my other relatives could shift to that "place" with her & that was my first shock revelation.
Then at school we had a teacher and another classmate, this boy & all 3 of us would enter into, what I would call "Space Awareness Third Point" (A collective "space-centre" assemblage point) .... that then being the second shock .... because the rest of the class didn't shift.
This teacher was very religious, but she never preached it, instead she acted it by being impeccable "In The Eyes of Spirit" ..... so I followed her example.
But what I hadn't realized, was that all that year I had been accumulating "personal power"..... till this "Force-Field" started to hover above me (dimensionally speaking). It was silent then, felt like high voltage power lines/cloud circling & in my 10-11 year old mind, I thought: "Oh, that must be God then" !
The Force Field was beckoning me to call it upon myself. But what would happen if I did, because I would be changed ... & how would I be able to relate to my parents afterwards ....
My teacher was excellent, but this Force-Field had not come upon her .... so she would not be able to help me afterwards either. Would I die ?
I could not resolve these problems, so I stopped "being impeccable" and started to focus on things that would make my energy-level come down, in order for that "Force-Field" to go away. And it did.
At the age of 23, came across "Journey to Ixtlan" ... Couldn't put that book down for one single minute, it was like I had been waiting for this very book a-l-l my life, it was as though I like so knew it already ... even though I had never heard of the things described in it. Can't remember what it said exactly, but in this one part it was talking about personal power ... and how power would come over one ... or something. That one sentence was all I needed; -it was possible to let that "Force-Field" come upon one and start a new life with it ! So then one night I opened up, I was ready: "You called once, now I accept" !!!!
From then on I was "guided", - told where it would happen ..... synchronicities also started to happen, images, visions.....
A month after ...one night, alone in this "shared apartment" I heard a distant rumble, like a distant thunder (or a jet-plane for that matter) ...which caught my attention and I "shifted". into this highly suggestive ... hypnotic state ... of "dimensional communication" with this thunder sound ....deep into the silence.... and "time stopped".....
But then to my surprise the church bells started ringing ....so I was in time as well. But this time the sound of those bells, my awareness & Eternity were one ... & every atom in a blade of the grass would have known what that sound meant, there just being no-where to hide from this "Dimensional .... Eternal .... All Pervasive" sound.
That moment was a realization of the "Eternal Essence" (so to speak) & in the "Light of The Eternal Essence" I saw my life ... and I felt so ashamed, therefore I gave myself a solemn oath to dedicate the rest of my life to it.
Then this enormous Force Field entered my small room & in the immediacy of the situation I had no time for thoughts & just surrendered and simply died on the spot when "The Force-Field" engulfed me. Don't even know, did I have a blackout and for how long, but then I found myself back in the body .... sitting there in my room. Looked around, but something had changed, I had changed, everything had changed. It was as though the "veil" had been lifted. The Spiritual Essence, The "I AM" was in everything, it was just too obvious ... and the Essence/Source had given me a Power Animal "symbol" as a "go between" ....
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Well, that's my story, whether it will be of any use to anyone else or not.
Must say I haven't impeccably lived up to my "death" .... did at first, but then later tried to escape it .... yet that is the challenge which is always there..... it never ever leaves one, not even for a minute ....
So there one is "between the rock and a hard place" one could say .... a lot of the time.
Came to live in The Central Australian Desert country ....as there still are "Naguals" here .... a lot of power places and all that .... which I have been utilizing to "stalk myself" ...... and besides Australian Aboriginal people are excellent *seers* & assemblage point of awareness *shifters*... because it is kind of difficult to like forever live in the world and among people if you never ever are being *seen* by another.
Sorry for such a looooooooooong story.
Artnwere
"It is good to meet other warriors and know one is not alone in this experience".
Yes, you are right ......
"Many pretend they are still "human" but it is useless ...."
Heheheheh .... Been there, done that. What a Folly !
Still I guess, we do need to wear out the last threads of attachments we may have to the "world" .... so to speak.
"There is no going back. Never. The eyes of your fellow men/women show you that".
So true. Though ..... (& I have written this before to another forum) ..... Ever had a situation, when you have looked into the eyes of another, and seen y-o-u-r-s-e-l-f ..... looking back .... at yourself ....in the f-o-r-m of another person; - thus instantly recognizing your very own most innermost soul & spirit essence standing there ...... in that other person's body.
When that happens, there is a sense of a silent communication dawning upon you both, like a "Holy Spirit". You know each others innermost, without a word needed to be spoken about it, a state of such "obviousity" (things being too obvious and too intimate to talk about) ... that you do not want to "name" the situation but just live the enchantment of it.
In that, there is a sense of unconditional love, that just "IS"; - unconditional love, that is given and received without there really being a giver nor a receiver of it.
A sense that .... just because we exist, we are valid in this Universe, no other "credentials" needed.
When you experience this "oneness" with someone, it is like ....since eternity, you have never been apart, nor shall you ever be .....and this Oneness is something which can not be gained or achieved nor can it be possessed but it rather is there for all times for us to recognize it.
Also in that "Oneness" there is a sense of a "Cosmic Joke" about separateness and appearances, because for oneness .... all that form separateness ..... really is .... just a joke.
****************************
Ok. The above mentioned "Oneness" experience is not t-h-e "Stopping The World" shift, but when one witnesses another like that or sees something nondually .... there certainly is a perceptive sense of time having halted down to a slow motion .... like in the movies.
My "indigenous" Grandmother was like that, psycho-spiritually she was still very tribal, she just didn't have a separate-self-identity, but only existed in alignment to things ..... and from early childhood together we would sit for hours entering into inner silence, into "one spirit" .... that being the "place" my gran could best communicate all that she was .... Yet none of my other relatives could shift to that "place" with her & that was my first shock revelation.
Then at school we had a teacher and another classmate, this boy & all 3 of us would enter into, what I would call "Space Awareness Third Point" (A collective "space-centre" assemblage point) .... that then being the second shock .... because the rest of the class didn't shift.
This teacher was very religious, but she never preached it, instead she acted it by being impeccable "In The Eyes of Spirit" ..... so I followed her example.
But what I hadn't realized, was that all that year I had been accumulating "personal power"..... till this "Force-Field" started to hover above me (dimensionally speaking). It was silent then, felt like high voltage power lines/cloud circling & in my 10-11 year old mind, I thought: "Oh, that must be God then" !
The Force Field was beckoning me to call it upon myself. But what would happen if I did, because I would be changed ... & how would I be able to relate to my parents afterwards ....
My teacher was excellent, but this Force-Field had not come upon her .... so she would not be able to help me afterwards either. Would I die ?
I could not resolve these problems, so I stopped "being impeccable" and started to focus on things that would make my energy-level come down, in order for that "Force-Field" to go away. And it did.
At the age of 23, came across "Journey to Ixtlan" ... Couldn't put that book down for one single minute, it was like I had been waiting for this very book a-l-l my life, it was as though I like so knew it already ... even though I had never heard of the things described in it. Can't remember what it said exactly, but in this one part it was talking about personal power ... and how power would come over one ... or something. That one sentence was all I needed; -it was possible to let that "Force-Field" come upon one and start a new life with it ! So then one night I opened up, I was ready: "You called once, now I accept" !!!!
From then on I was "guided", - told where it would happen ..... synchronicities also started to happen, images, visions.....
A month after ...one night, alone in this "shared apartment" I heard a distant rumble, like a distant thunder (or a jet-plane for that matter) ...which caught my attention and I "shifted". into this highly suggestive ... hypnotic state ... of "dimensional communication" with this thunder sound ....deep into the silence.... and "time stopped".....
But then to my surprise the church bells started ringing ....so I was in time as well. But this time the sound of those bells, my awareness & Eternity were one ... & every atom in a blade of the grass would have known what that sound meant, there just being no-where to hide from this "Dimensional .... Eternal .... All Pervasive" sound.
That moment was a realization of the "Eternal Essence" (so to speak) & in the "Light of The Eternal Essence" I saw my life ... and I felt so ashamed, therefore I gave myself a solemn oath to dedicate the rest of my life to it.
Then this enormous Force Field entered my small room & in the immediacy of the situation I had no time for thoughts & just surrendered and simply died on the spot when "The Force-Field" engulfed me. Don't even know, did I have a blackout and for how long, but then I found myself back in the body .... sitting there in my room. Looked around, but something had changed, I had changed, everything had changed. It was as though the "veil" had been lifted. The Spiritual Essence, The "I AM" was in everything, it was just too obvious ... and the Essence/Source had given me a Power Animal "symbol" as a "go between" ....
*************************
Well, that's my story, whether it will be of any use to anyone else or not.
Must say I haven't impeccably lived up to my "death" .... did at first, but then later tried to escape it .... yet that is the challenge which is always there..... it never ever leaves one, not even for a minute ....
So there one is "between the rock and a hard place" one could say .... a lot of the time.
Came to live in The Central Australian Desert country ....as there still are "Naguals" here .... a lot of power places and all that .... which I have been utilizing to "stalk myself" ...... and besides Australian Aboriginal people are excellent *seers* & assemblage point of awareness *shifters*... because it is kind of difficult to like forever live in the world and among people if you never ever are being *seen* by another.
Sorry for such a looooooooooong story.
Artnwere