10-23-2006, 12:00 AM
Hi, Naguale Long Wolf, Ssiluette and all.
Ill try to report my story< which may be relative to suggestion, that double hides in an interval between events and rules the transfer of oneself between situations. These events were happened while I was visiting several power places in mountains. I left my two friends near the river for fishing and began going up to the mountains. I went on a slope, as did not want to go on large blocks of a moraine along brook bed. Gradually a valley was narrowing and at last has turned to abrupt gorge and I was already to climbing on rocks sometimes, and brook proceeded below meters 200 in the bottom of a canyon.
And I was already going by rocky ledge; at the left - breakage, and at the right there was a rocky wall. The ledge was narrowing gradually so I was compelled to go, having unwrapped by my breast to a rocky wall and keeping fingers for cracks in stones. It became more difficultly and more dangerously to go and, at last, I saw, that the ledge is destroyed on an interval almost 2 meters, but further it is in a good and whole condition. If would be more spacious, the body would not be unwrapped and pressed to the rocky wall, and I would not have on myself a backpack of 25 kg, I easily would jump over this cleft. What a difficult situation.
The ideas were apearing:I would pass everywhere, if I had not a backpack, I can dump a backpack down, but it is not desirable, it will depart downwards, it will be teared about stones, the bottle with sunflower oil will burst, oil will spoil clothes and a sleeping bag, coming down I shall lose height, will come to sew up a backpack, it is good that there is a thread and a needle with me, but I shall lose a lot of time, and my comrades will wait me only 3 days, its good,there is water to spend the night, I cant return back because I can not turn a head in the opposite direction without loosing a balance.
Ideas went as an equal stream one by one without intervals. They were not going in middle of my head as we usually think, but at edge of my mind. I have noticed, they went in the bottom of a precipice near the brook bed. Perhaps, it was scrolled about 2-3 cycles. I had a feeling that I leaned against these ideas as on a stick. And I was in quiet and as though discharged condition, as if these ideas did not concern me sharply and, I thought them not for myself at all, but on any duty, carrying out the obligation which even is not necessary for me. I think, perhaps we have such character of idea in dreams.
While the stream of ideas going, I stand, also keeping for a rocky wall with my fingers. Suddenly completely spontaneously, absolutely without any preparation I made a smooth sliding step by my left leg, not tearing off my stop from the surface of rocky ledge on which left stop stood up to that. But there was no ledge at all under left stop any more! There was a precipice! Then I put right leg dencely to the left. Thus the right leg has executed the same sliding step as well as left earlier. And the step of the right leg was same sliding and the leg also went with right stop, having nestled to a surface which actually did not exist! But I felt, that it is under my two stops! When the right leg has touched densely left, the left leg has made a sliding step already on the kept stone surface of lodge. Then I put my right leg near the left one and appeared on rocky lodge behind break, crossing break on really absent part of the track! And the length of this part, really absent, was more than two steps. And the step of mine is exactly 75 sm. All transition has taken place immediately, may be 10 times faster, than you have read this word.
I have remembered very well inwardness which I had thus, and I felt it , when read description by Ssiluette. In my case carry is seen in physical 3 -dimential space whereas in his case this carry can be characterized as carry between situations, we shall remember Ssiluettes son , who saw his father possibl at the moment of semicondesation when carry was not finished yet.
Excuse me many internal feelings in my text, they are important for me.
Ill try to report my story< which may be relative to suggestion, that double hides in an interval between events and rules the transfer of oneself between situations. These events were happened while I was visiting several power places in mountains. I left my two friends near the river for fishing and began going up to the mountains. I went on a slope, as did not want to go on large blocks of a moraine along brook bed. Gradually a valley was narrowing and at last has turned to abrupt gorge and I was already to climbing on rocks sometimes, and brook proceeded below meters 200 in the bottom of a canyon.
And I was already going by rocky ledge; at the left - breakage, and at the right there was a rocky wall. The ledge was narrowing gradually so I was compelled to go, having unwrapped by my breast to a rocky wall and keeping fingers for cracks in stones. It became more difficultly and more dangerously to go and, at last, I saw, that the ledge is destroyed on an interval almost 2 meters, but further it is in a good and whole condition. If would be more spacious, the body would not be unwrapped and pressed to the rocky wall, and I would not have on myself a backpack of 25 kg, I easily would jump over this cleft. What a difficult situation.
The ideas were apearing:I would pass everywhere, if I had not a backpack, I can dump a backpack down, but it is not desirable, it will depart downwards, it will be teared about stones, the bottle with sunflower oil will burst, oil will spoil clothes and a sleeping bag, coming down I shall lose height, will come to sew up a backpack, it is good that there is a thread and a needle with me, but I shall lose a lot of time, and my comrades will wait me only 3 days, its good,there is water to spend the night, I cant return back because I can not turn a head in the opposite direction without loosing a balance.
Ideas went as an equal stream one by one without intervals. They were not going in middle of my head as we usually think, but at edge of my mind. I have noticed, they went in the bottom of a precipice near the brook bed. Perhaps, it was scrolled about 2-3 cycles. I had a feeling that I leaned against these ideas as on a stick. And I was in quiet and as though discharged condition, as if these ideas did not concern me sharply and, I thought them not for myself at all, but on any duty, carrying out the obligation which even is not necessary for me. I think, perhaps we have such character of idea in dreams.
While the stream of ideas going, I stand, also keeping for a rocky wall with my fingers. Suddenly completely spontaneously, absolutely without any preparation I made a smooth sliding step by my left leg, not tearing off my stop from the surface of rocky ledge on which left stop stood up to that. But there was no ledge at all under left stop any more! There was a precipice! Then I put right leg dencely to the left. Thus the right leg has executed the same sliding step as well as left earlier. And the step of the right leg was same sliding and the leg also went with right stop, having nestled to a surface which actually did not exist! But I felt, that it is under my two stops! When the right leg has touched densely left, the left leg has made a sliding step already on the kept stone surface of lodge. Then I put my right leg near the left one and appeared on rocky lodge behind break, crossing break on really absent part of the track! And the length of this part, really absent, was more than two steps. And the step of mine is exactly 75 sm. All transition has taken place immediately, may be 10 times faster, than you have read this word.
I have remembered very well inwardness which I had thus, and I felt it , when read description by Ssiluette. In my case carry is seen in physical 3 -dimential space whereas in his case this carry can be characterized as carry between situations, we shall remember Ssiluettes son , who saw his father possibl at the moment of semicondesation when carry was not finished yet.
Excuse me many internal feelings in my text, they are important for me.