modern language and the abstract mind!

[rosygyro]

Old posts..
thanks for bringing up my drive and suffering!
i forget sometimes that it hasnt been easy!
ive run out of psychic pain.
so even my distant memories seem tame..
although i know how i felt at the time!
how can i carry the emotion i then felt..
when it does not scare me anymore!??"
Tiresome is the word.. inconvenient is the word..