10-24-2008, 12:00 AM
Hi All
I am on the path but sometimes i go off.
In the afternoon i take a 30 min nap and i tell you i see alot of stuff in my dreams.
Night time I sleep to hard to even bother.
Do you people find the path lonely? also do you find people who are not aware of the AP or the dreamimg body to be somewhat boring and
typical?
I seem to but i am thinking that this feeling i have is Self Pity masked as self importance.
Maybe i am wrong,....maybe i just would rather spend my time with people who are aware of these things
Really if you look at how insane people are it make me want to just cancel it all out....not suicide people, i mean not to be botherd with the
mundane up's and downs of people in general.
It makes me feel very yucky to think of the whole world and tthe horror that us humans are and the things we have done and are gonna do.
But some are awesome so that gives me energy.
just some of my thoughts.
Thanx
I am on the path but sometimes i go off.
In the afternoon i take a 30 min nap and i tell you i see alot of stuff in my dreams.
Night time I sleep to hard to even bother.
Do you people find the path lonely? also do you find people who are not aware of the AP or the dreamimg body to be somewhat boring and
typical?
I seem to but i am thinking that this feeling i have is Self Pity masked as self importance.
Maybe i am wrong,....maybe i just would rather spend my time with people who are aware of these things
Really if you look at how insane people are it make me want to just cancel it all out....not suicide people, i mean not to be botherd with the
mundane up's and downs of people in general.
It makes me feel very yucky to think of the whole world and tthe horror that us humans are and the things we have done and are gonna do.
But some are awesome so that gives me energy.
just some of my thoughts.
Thanx