08-02-2003, 12:00 AM
'ello Lone Wolf!
Perhaps you could help me with a mystery.
Two nights ago it seemed like I woke up. I was looking at the right side of my bed and saw myself laying on its right side looking towards me. When I looked into my eyes it was so terrifying I turned away as fast as I possibly could, so I was laying on my right side also. The fear instantly vanished. Later on in the night I felt the compulsary need to face that direction again though the other self was gone and it satisfied the compulsion.
Did I see the nagual? I recall reading about how hard it was for CC to look at the eyes of the nagual(he was told to blink continuously) but I don't recall him ever seeing nagual CC. Perhaps 'tis meaningless, but it's hard to forget the eyes and the way I reacted to them. THey seemed to be turning without moving and the only way to stare at them would have been to be obliviated or some such; and yet I think I was; they were truly awesome!
Perhaps you could help me with a mystery.
Two nights ago it seemed like I woke up. I was looking at the right side of my bed and saw myself laying on its right side looking towards me. When I looked into my eyes it was so terrifying I turned away as fast as I possibly could, so I was laying on my right side also. The fear instantly vanished. Later on in the night I felt the compulsary need to face that direction again though the other self was gone and it satisfied the compulsion.
Did I see the nagual? I recall reading about how hard it was for CC to look at the eyes of the nagual(he was told to blink continuously) but I don't recall him ever seeing nagual CC. Perhaps 'tis meaningless, but it's hard to forget the eyes and the way I reacted to them. THey seemed to be turning without moving and the only way to stare at them would have been to be obliviated or some such; and yet I think I was; they were truly awesome!