08-24-2006, 12:00 AM
"True hollowness doesn't give a **** about death, nor about going pass the eagle, nor about saving its soul. Hollow is already the void.
Sounds about right to my "map". But are you there yet ?
If not ... then where are you at ?"
No, i am not there.
i do not... wish to be there.
I want to be happy, and be able to contribute to the happyness of the people who contribute to my happyness.
This is my life, during my journey my task is to locate the layers of personality my surroundings have layed on me , comprehend them and let them go, and maybe one day i will see something inside me that shows me what i trully am) and then maybe i will be able to see the world as it trully is.
This is my life, and i want to savour it as much as i can. I want to be happy)) and maybe, if i manage this, then maybe, when the time of my rendez-vous with the void comes i will be fulfilled enough from my life to let it go.
So.. finding my true self and be happy is my dream)
Sounds about right to my "map". But are you there yet ?
If not ... then where are you at ?"
No, i am not there.
i do not... wish to be there.
I want to be happy, and be able to contribute to the happyness of the people who contribute to my happyness.
This is my life, during my journey my task is to locate the layers of personality my surroundings have layed on me , comprehend them and let them go, and maybe one day i will see something inside me that shows me what i trully am) and then maybe i will be able to see the world as it trully is.
This is my life, and i want to savour it as much as i can. I want to be happy)) and maybe, if i manage this, then maybe, when the time of my rendez-vous with the void comes i will be fulfilled enough from my life to let it go.
So.. finding my true self and be happy is my dream)