02-26-2004, 12:00 AM
Hi Lone Wolf
Sure ... I can say a few more things about what I intend to be writing about over the next few years.
My books will never become best sellers like Castanedas books. I wouldnt want them to.
What I would like them to do, is to show a few sincerely interested, and truly curious people that sorcery is quite real, and nobody needs to be anything special to enjoy a great deal of success with it. It can become a way of life that alters the meaning of your life, and the purpose for your own existence, in an extremely personal way. But it is not something that one can take lightly, or regard as a hobby, or a weekend activity. The irresponsible practice of sorcery can cost you your life (and I mean that quite literally you can die), and the correct practice of sorcery will most certainly change your whole experience of self-consciousness. Does anyone really consider what it means to completely change your SELF-consciousness. I dont think there are very many people who have ever sat down and seriously considered what they are fooling around with.
I had to laugh at your friend Meullers comment when he states that he doesnt want to "end up" like Theron, who spent twenty five years as an alcoholic. I cant even formulate the concept that I have ever "ended up" doing anything in my life or my learning, and I couldnt possibly be capable of thinking the way I do now, or remembering what I remember now, had I not spent those twenty five years as an alcoholic. Im only fifty-four years old this year, with thirty of those years practicing sorcery. If there ever was an individual using the name Juan Matus, he would have been in his eighties; maybe even eighty-four. To even have the same amount of time invested in the experience of sorcery as don Juan supposedly had, I will need to continue to do what I do now, for the next thirty years. So I dont really see me "ending up" doing anything very soon. I also have no doubt, that "Universal Self Consciousness" is a cure for alcoholism, and every form of drug addiction. I write about that in my books, and you can read two paragraphs about why, on the back cover of my first book, which is part of the preview I mentioned in my first post here.
My first book is only an introduction to me. It isnt a great book, but it is a necessary book because it introduces me. Not that there is anything special about me, but the beginning has to begin somewhere. So people will need to get to know me, as a man, a writer, a warrior, or whatever. And some of the experiences I talk about in the first book are part of the reason I am still a warrior today, after thirty years, and never abandoned that job or stupidly killed myself. My next book is mostly about real sorcery, and what the real purpose of real sorcery really is. Only a few people will ever like what I have to say about that, and the way I say it. Not very many people are going to like my next book, but like the first one, it needs to be written too. And in the long run, I am never going to be able to control what people choose to think about me so why blow the energy intending to care?
The only new idea I ever found in the practice of sorcery is that all of this IS about This Universe becoming aware of itself, to awaken itself from its own sleeping, and dreaming.
The product of that universal self-awareness, and self-knowledge, will be "Universal Self Consciousness". If nobody else wants to know that, or perceive that in a similar way, its none of my business. If you dont like what I have to say today just have a good laugh and throw it away.
And tomorrow, like every day I will still be a warrior.
Sure ... I can say a few more things about what I intend to be writing about over the next few years.
My books will never become best sellers like Castanedas books. I wouldnt want them to.
What I would like them to do, is to show a few sincerely interested, and truly curious people that sorcery is quite real, and nobody needs to be anything special to enjoy a great deal of success with it. It can become a way of life that alters the meaning of your life, and the purpose for your own existence, in an extremely personal way. But it is not something that one can take lightly, or regard as a hobby, or a weekend activity. The irresponsible practice of sorcery can cost you your life (and I mean that quite literally you can die), and the correct practice of sorcery will most certainly change your whole experience of self-consciousness. Does anyone really consider what it means to completely change your SELF-consciousness. I dont think there are very many people who have ever sat down and seriously considered what they are fooling around with.
I had to laugh at your friend Meullers comment when he states that he doesnt want to "end up" like Theron, who spent twenty five years as an alcoholic. I cant even formulate the concept that I have ever "ended up" doing anything in my life or my learning, and I couldnt possibly be capable of thinking the way I do now, or remembering what I remember now, had I not spent those twenty five years as an alcoholic. Im only fifty-four years old this year, with thirty of those years practicing sorcery. If there ever was an individual using the name Juan Matus, he would have been in his eighties; maybe even eighty-four. To even have the same amount of time invested in the experience of sorcery as don Juan supposedly had, I will need to continue to do what I do now, for the next thirty years. So I dont really see me "ending up" doing anything very soon. I also have no doubt, that "Universal Self Consciousness" is a cure for alcoholism, and every form of drug addiction. I write about that in my books, and you can read two paragraphs about why, on the back cover of my first book, which is part of the preview I mentioned in my first post here.
My first book is only an introduction to me. It isnt a great book, but it is a necessary book because it introduces me. Not that there is anything special about me, but the beginning has to begin somewhere. So people will need to get to know me, as a man, a writer, a warrior, or whatever. And some of the experiences I talk about in the first book are part of the reason I am still a warrior today, after thirty years, and never abandoned that job or stupidly killed myself. My next book is mostly about real sorcery, and what the real purpose of real sorcery really is. Only a few people will ever like what I have to say about that, and the way I say it. Not very many people are going to like my next book, but like the first one, it needs to be written too. And in the long run, I am never going to be able to control what people choose to think about me so why blow the energy intending to care?
The only new idea I ever found in the practice of sorcery is that all of this IS about This Universe becoming aware of itself, to awaken itself from its own sleeping, and dreaming.
The product of that universal self-awareness, and self-knowledge, will be "Universal Self Consciousness". If nobody else wants to know that, or perceive that in a similar way, its none of my business. If you dont like what I have to say today just have a good laugh and throw it away.
And tomorrow, like every day I will still be a warrior.