05-20-2007, 12:00 AM
Yes NW you summed up impeccability nicely.
A few years back I fell in love with a man that was unable/unwilling to return the love he felt in his heart. His sadism overrode even his own core and he prefers to hurt and distance instead of honor and trust. To this day when he sees me I can see his core crying out for what he deliberately threw away. Through his eyes I see utter spiritual anguish as he watches me go by.
In the past I would've stayed on, lured by what I know is inside him. But the reality is that he's so warped by the black influences that he couldn't return any love if his life depended on it.
And in bitter irony...it actually does...and so he is dying from his affliction in a hundred different ways, and wants company in this wasteful whirlpool death..
My triumph is that I made a conscious decision to walk away and stay away when it became apparent that he would only drain my resources. That decision I made as a result of my study in sorcery, in impeccability, in a path with a heart. I point to this decision as an example of many that I've made as a result of my study of sorcery that have totally benefitted me.
Over at you-know-where the question would pop up now and again, "what's the point of sorcery, do you really think you're getting anything out of it?"
And my reply is, "Yes, oh my YES..."
To live and to die for no reason at all other than to be food for some energetic leech process is a crappy life and a crappy death. "The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."
A few years back I fell in love with a man that was unable/unwilling to return the love he felt in his heart. His sadism overrode even his own core and he prefers to hurt and distance instead of honor and trust. To this day when he sees me I can see his core crying out for what he deliberately threw away. Through his eyes I see utter spiritual anguish as he watches me go by.
In the past I would've stayed on, lured by what I know is inside him. But the reality is that he's so warped by the black influences that he couldn't return any love if his life depended on it.
And in bitter irony...it actually does...and so he is dying from his affliction in a hundred different ways, and wants company in this wasteful whirlpool death..
My triumph is that I made a conscious decision to walk away and stay away when it became apparent that he would only drain my resources. That decision I made as a result of my study in sorcery, in impeccability, in a path with a heart. I point to this decision as an example of many that I've made as a result of my study of sorcery that have totally benefitted me.
Over at you-know-where the question would pop up now and again, "what's the point of sorcery, do you really think you're getting anything out of it?"
And my reply is, "Yes, oh my YES..."
To live and to die for no reason at all other than to be food for some energetic leech process is a crappy life and a crappy death. "The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."