02-27-2011, 12:00 AM
Turin Otzaki wrote:
"To experience the purer forms of light can be dangerous because it "lights up the Darkness" within us.
To touch with the highest light without getting rid of the darkness within us would be instant death".
Yes Bob, well said. We gotto leave no stone unturned. Iveoften imagine how Id be face to face with some full on pure teacher....and have had fun imagining how Id squirm like hell!!! all those resistant bits would surface instantaneously lol and I may just run away fast! or maybe dematerialise on the spot So....on with the work of ferretting these things out of their hiding places....
You have no idea how right you are about that. John was a scary guy. Also there was the "Kundalini Bath." If hisKundalini energy was "open" people would not just get uncomfortable but sick. Expecially women for some reason. Different "polarities" he used to say.
I found this on the internet today.
It is a short blurb and doesn't give a lot of detail on the subject. He actually wrote a book on Kundalini. It is unpublished. I have a copy but I can't share any of it because the rights belong to his family. Hopefully his daughter will finish proof reading it and publish it one of these years.
John Scudder
In the 1970's, an Illinois healer who is a very down to earth fellow named John Scudder, thought he had some indigestion. He began to undergo such intense symptoms that his heartbeat could be heard by the person next to him. He began to feel pressure on his head, see waves of color, and hear a roar like Niagara Falls. "There was nothing that could be done for me medically, and there was nothing that could be done psychically. All I could do was hold on, waiting and hoping for an end to the terror.
It was then that I thought of a quote from the Book of Job, 'Though he slay me, yet will I trust him.'" John has written, "My mind became so sensitive that I could actually sense the thoughts of anyone in the room with me. If there was more than one person, I could sense their individual thoughts.
My third eye became so sensitive that even while sitting in my chair in my living room, I could see every room in my house as if the walls were made of glass. If my children were watching television downstairs or studying in their bedroom, I could see them without any difficulty at all."
John was burning up. He would wrap his head in cold wet towels, but the intensity of the internal burning was torture for three weeks. When it was over, he felt clean. He was clean inside and out. Indeed, his force was so intensified, that when he put his hands on someone to heal them they usually lost consciousness for a short time.
"I may sound melodramatic," he says, "but if you have had the experience, you know that your life hangs by the thinnest strand of thread. It is as close to dying as a human can come and still survive."
Scudder would not have invited an orthodox doctor to treat him.
Kundalini can bring us into sublime experience and can run us through the ringer, leaving us gasping. It may be as dramatic as this experience, and it may seem relatively bland. No matter how uncomfortable we feel, it is not necessarily a sign of pathology. We are awfully quick to assign pathological labels.
Winston Churchill, speaking to the anxious British population during World War II, said wisely, "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself." We need to apply this wisdom to our contact with the process of kundalini. Fear is the one thing that can make it more difficult.
"To experience the purer forms of light can be dangerous because it "lights up the Darkness" within us.
To touch with the highest light without getting rid of the darkness within us would be instant death".
Yes Bob, well said. We gotto leave no stone unturned. Iveoften imagine how Id be face to face with some full on pure teacher....and have had fun imagining how Id squirm like hell!!! all those resistant bits would surface instantaneously lol and I may just run away fast! or maybe dematerialise on the spot So....on with the work of ferretting these things out of their hiding places....
You have no idea how right you are about that. John was a scary guy. Also there was the "Kundalini Bath." If hisKundalini energy was "open" people would not just get uncomfortable but sick. Expecially women for some reason. Different "polarities" he used to say.
I found this on the internet today.
It is a short blurb and doesn't give a lot of detail on the subject. He actually wrote a book on Kundalini. It is unpublished. I have a copy but I can't share any of it because the rights belong to his family. Hopefully his daughter will finish proof reading it and publish it one of these years.
John Scudder
In the 1970's, an Illinois healer who is a very down to earth fellow named John Scudder, thought he had some indigestion. He began to undergo such intense symptoms that his heartbeat could be heard by the person next to him. He began to feel pressure on his head, see waves of color, and hear a roar like Niagara Falls. "There was nothing that could be done for me medically, and there was nothing that could be done psychically. All I could do was hold on, waiting and hoping for an end to the terror.
It was then that I thought of a quote from the Book of Job, 'Though he slay me, yet will I trust him.'" John has written, "My mind became so sensitive that I could actually sense the thoughts of anyone in the room with me. If there was more than one person, I could sense their individual thoughts.
My third eye became so sensitive that even while sitting in my chair in my living room, I could see every room in my house as if the walls were made of glass. If my children were watching television downstairs or studying in their bedroom, I could see them without any difficulty at all."
John was burning up. He would wrap his head in cold wet towels, but the intensity of the internal burning was torture for three weeks. When it was over, he felt clean. He was clean inside and out. Indeed, his force was so intensified, that when he put his hands on someone to heal them they usually lost consciousness for a short time.
"I may sound melodramatic," he says, "but if you have had the experience, you know that your life hangs by the thinnest strand of thread. It is as close to dying as a human can come and still survive."
Scudder would not have invited an orthodox doctor to treat him.
Kundalini can bring us into sublime experience and can run us through the ringer, leaving us gasping. It may be as dramatic as this experience, and it may seem relatively bland. No matter how uncomfortable we feel, it is not necessarily a sign of pathology. We are awfully quick to assign pathological labels.
Winston Churchill, speaking to the anxious British population during World War II, said wisely, "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself." We need to apply this wisdom to our contact with the process of kundalini. Fear is the one thing that can make it more difficult.

