3rd Attenion and Burning from within

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Wow, don't know how to touch this. You are describing death or near death very keenly, Lex.  In hindsight what died in you and what became energized thereafter?  When you say you had a split perception of being "there". Where was "there "? Ninth
No I am not “describing death or near death”.  Death would have been preferable to that energy drained state. (which itself was a portend of something in my future (recent) which I will speak of at some point, though, indirectly).
What was drained of energy? This experience of a fictional self, soul, that was formed almost entirely by blind affiliation and attachment to external processes none of which had an independent reality of their own.
To say that I was filled with energy and power is imprecise though it certainly felt that way.  The kind of energy and power that is not based upon the fiction described above is present in all places at the same time, here, there, everywhere, nowhere.
It cannot be said that I exist neither can it be said that I do not exist. “Whether in the body or out the body I cannot say”.
Where was "there”? Ninth
 The realm of the unassailable. It is close at hand! Make a left on Ninth you will see it.