03-25-2017, 12:00 AM
00000 wrote:Hi.
First of all, I want to say that I'm not here to convince anyone here.
I just want to share because I just feel I need to.
I got interested with Carlos Castenada teaching by boredom. The books are well written and I liked it.
I read a lot about how he was just a fraud, and just a other guru of a sect.. But I didn't want to believe that, I was seduced by immortality so I started practicing what was written in those books.
I even had some crazy dreaming experiences and I was like "holy #!@@ its real"...
My point of view changed recently. It's just dreams you know.. these are not real.
I LOST SO MANY !+%+*## YEARS FOR CRAZY STUFF.. I CANT STOP TELLING TO MYSELF WTF!!!
Again I'm not here to convince anyone, but more and more I think about these experience and the more and more I realize that it is not real. It's fake. Just dreams you know.
I just feel this way, but I close the door to Castaneda forever. I mean, that's %**+*+ up..
I lost so many time in my life for it that I feel that my life was stolen for my naivity.
Just wanted to share to move on. If you like all these sorcery stuff why not..
But personally I put an end to it.
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You're following your truth and that has lead you to adventures appropriate to your spirit. Now you're moving into a different adventure. How exciting! You have new skills and a keen awareness to help you in that quest.
First of all, I want to say that I'm not here to convince anyone here.
I just want to share because I just feel I need to.
I got interested with Carlos Castenada teaching by boredom. The books are well written and I liked it.
I read a lot about how he was just a fraud, and just a other guru of a sect.. But I didn't want to believe that, I was seduced by immortality so I started practicing what was written in those books.
I even had some crazy dreaming experiences and I was like "holy #!@@ its real"...
My point of view changed recently. It's just dreams you know.. these are not real.
I LOST SO MANY !+%+*## YEARS FOR CRAZY STUFF.. I CANT STOP TELLING TO MYSELF WTF!!!
Again I'm not here to convince anyone, but more and more I think about these experience and the more and more I realize that it is not real. It's fake. Just dreams you know.
I just feel this way, but I close the door to Castaneda forever. I mean, that's %**+*+ up..
I lost so many time in my life for it that I feel that my life was stolen for my naivity.
Just wanted to share to move on. If you like all these sorcery stuff why not..
But personally I put an end to it.
[/i]
You're following your truth and that has lead you to adventures appropriate to your spirit. Now you're moving into a different adventure. How exciting! You have new skills and a keen awareness to help you in that quest.