02-14-2014, 12:00 AM
I am on it same like you, this is the REALITY.
I have no work, I live with my mom, I havent worked for several years, after I left school which I did not finished, I stole my mother about 1700 Euro over the time for drugs, because I am simply give a *** how bad it makes me mom feel, I constantly run out from reality into other realites of others and trying to find escape and solution that would finally make me happy about my own, because the mine is worthless, I do things for which I am not happy afters, like everyday begging out cigaretess of my mother which makes her sometimes even cry and anxious, even though noone realize and my only friend where I feel atleast a little myself is a internet, cause I can share something I feel worthy, without fear that comes when I would have to present my petty worthless shitlike face to anyone that is actually living around me in real world.
I really do not know what is real and I give a *** about that, I really does not care even for the slightest emotion of others and finding resolution within my real life, all I do is desperately dream about worthless things, illusions and fantasies.
I wanna see what you say me on that.
I have no work, I live with my mom, I havent worked for several years, after I left school which I did not finished, I stole my mother about 1700 Euro over the time for drugs, because I am simply give a *** how bad it makes me mom feel, I constantly run out from reality into other realites of others and trying to find escape and solution that would finally make me happy about my own, because the mine is worthless, I do things for which I am not happy afters, like everyday begging out cigaretess of my mother which makes her sometimes even cry and anxious, even though noone realize and my only friend where I feel atleast a little myself is a internet, cause I can share something I feel worthy, without fear that comes when I would have to present my petty worthless shitlike face to anyone that is actually living around me in real world.
I really do not know what is real and I give a *** about that, I really does not care even for the slightest emotion of others and finding resolution within my real life, all I do is desperately dream about worthless things, illusions and fantasies.
I wanna see what you say me on that.