11-21-2008, 12:00 AM
Hi
Ok i first off i am not here to debunk Carlos...his works were and still are awesome
So save your attacks for your own personal war
From reading Amy Wallace's book The Sorcerers Apprentice a 2nd time i have concluded that Carlos lied to his disciples: he calls it controlled folly or
losing self importance...i think that is bullshit, this was a way he could get out of direct dealings with people a wimpy way of dealing with himself and
others A WARRIOR i think not ( not in his last 10 years anyway).
He was projectiing his fears onto his students, the oldest trick in the book for a cult leader.
I am not afraid to look at what is real with CC to say this i mean that his follwers in the end were not seeing the truith, he blured it on purpose.
So you may ask why is Amy truthful if she was one of the witches? well she is not now and she got out of it while others did not.
So her writings were from a place of balance, a place of reflection and a place of peace...this is why i believe her story.
Some of CC students went into mental wards when he cut them out of his inner circle and 4 of his closest ones took their own lives once he died!
They couldn't deal with life without him...how sad, how strange and how INSANE! WOW?????
Don Juan never spoke of suicide and if he did then he was a **** no matter how you look at it one should never take their life just because we can does not
mean we should.... EVER!
Florinda was apparently a student of Don Juan then she changed her story and said it was Carlos...come on that's a simple case of getting caught in your
own lies.
I suppose i get upset when i read her book, she loved Carlos and he loved her. I trust what she says is real...she has no reason to lie no reason to hurt just
to tell her story.
I get upset when i read how mean and ugly he was to his students and you know what! this was not sorcery! it was selfish and he did for personal gain . He told
his students to tell his/her parents to go to hell!! like c'mom thats just not cool people, unless these parents were abusive and sick but according to Amy
Carlos was was the one that was abusive
Or to say really disturbing things like your friends are only there for themselves so *** them! like that is really really scary **** to be putting into weak
minds of eager people who look up to you....HOW COULD HE DO THAT TO THEM?
I can truely say that i have been in postions where people have really looked up to me and i NEVER EVER did or would exploit that HOW COULD I ? HOW COULD YOU?
AND WHY DID CARLOS?
He could have
what happened to this man? was there just to many hot LA chicks around in his workshops and just wanted to *** like a monkey? so he lied and played games with
them all?
So i ask you my friends why do you think he went nuts with power?
Ok i first off i am not here to debunk Carlos...his works were and still are awesome
So save your attacks for your own personal war
From reading Amy Wallace's book The Sorcerers Apprentice a 2nd time i have concluded that Carlos lied to his disciples: he calls it controlled folly or
losing self importance...i think that is bullshit, this was a way he could get out of direct dealings with people a wimpy way of dealing with himself and
others A WARRIOR i think not ( not in his last 10 years anyway).
He was projectiing his fears onto his students, the oldest trick in the book for a cult leader.
I am not afraid to look at what is real with CC to say this i mean that his follwers in the end were not seeing the truith, he blured it on purpose.
So you may ask why is Amy truthful if she was one of the witches? well she is not now and she got out of it while others did not.
So her writings were from a place of balance, a place of reflection and a place of peace...this is why i believe her story.
Some of CC students went into mental wards when he cut them out of his inner circle and 4 of his closest ones took their own lives once he died!
They couldn't deal with life without him...how sad, how strange and how INSANE! WOW?????
Don Juan never spoke of suicide and if he did then he was a **** no matter how you look at it one should never take their life just because we can does not
mean we should.... EVER!
Florinda was apparently a student of Don Juan then she changed her story and said it was Carlos...come on that's a simple case of getting caught in your
own lies.
I suppose i get upset when i read her book, she loved Carlos and he loved her. I trust what she says is real...she has no reason to lie no reason to hurt just
to tell her story.
I get upset when i read how mean and ugly he was to his students and you know what! this was not sorcery! it was selfish and he did for personal gain . He told
his students to tell his/her parents to go to hell!! like c'mom thats just not cool people, unless these parents were abusive and sick but according to Amy
Carlos was was the one that was abusive
Or to say really disturbing things like your friends are only there for themselves so *** them! like that is really really scary **** to be putting into weak
minds of eager people who look up to you....HOW COULD HE DO THAT TO THEM?
I can truely say that i have been in postions where people have really looked up to me and i NEVER EVER did or would exploit that HOW COULD I ? HOW COULD YOU?
AND WHY DID CARLOS?
He could have
what happened to this man? was there just to many hot LA chicks around in his workshops and just wanted to *** like a monkey? so he lied and played games with
them all?
So i ask you my friends why do you think he went nuts with power?