Why do you think Carlos went nuts with power?

[dreamways]

I think that you guys missed the point of what I was saying. Imagine how valuable it would be if you knew somebody who had the ability to hold up a mirror of
truth to you, to reveal to you exactly who and what you were. This is what Carlos was able to do for people, it was a transcendent gift, it was the nagual
working directly through him, sort of like the holy spirit if you like. What was the payoff for Carlos? He already got paid, he had an an iron clad bridge
across death given to him. Most people who try to do self analysis, for their own betterment, just lie to themselves, so they never improve anything, they
just rationalize everything. If you were fortunate enough to get anywhere near Carlos before he died, you had the possibility of being granted a quick, cold,
sober look at yourself, something you could take to the bank, a foundation of self knowledge. The people he treated as assholes were just being given the
right information. That was also true of the folks whom he identified as harboring exotic and unique energy. He was a goldmine of information really, but not
everyone wants to know the truth about themselves or anything else.