01-10-2012, 12:02 AM
I have this experience of evil and it is something that exists inside me. That sounds really strange to say. It is not that I think just evil is inside me. Hell no. At the moment there are, it seems, places that are inside me. One of them is like a valley which has all kinds of knowledge in it and I can access that knowledge.
The brook and the meadow with the sheep and the mill under the light blue sky and the lady and the loom la de da da da.
If I look at the knowledge inside me with mind to use it for my own gain I suddenly cross some kind of boundary and am suddenly evil. I maintain that evil is a way of experiencing knowledge (power!) while having ones back turned to the greater whole.
The brook and the meadow with the sheep and the mill under the light blue sky and the lady and the loom la de da da da.
If I look at the knowledge inside me with mind to use it for my own gain I suddenly cross some kind of boundary and am suddenly evil. I maintain that evil is a way of experiencing knowledge (power!) while having ones back turned to the greater whole.