04-12-2014, 12:00 AM
shamanka wrote:The Task: The Future of Nagualism
Based on conversation between Shamanka and NLW, who supports, and suggested this, be shared...
NLW: These days its about promoting Nagualism not keeping it to ourselves....
if flyers have their way, they will bury all these secrets that have been revealed.....
Here on the net is there truth still....
We, must reach out and find one by one the seekers, the warriors, and the newbies...
Shamanka: the flyers can have their way to certain extent..learning is always forced..its just seems a lot, when you have perception you are alone..
..that's exactly what a flyer would want you to feel..it keeps you from power..that way you wouldn't be a threat..huh?
i am finding them, or, they are finding me ..they are starting to form around me/us..
these sections, can grow and come together..
i suppose i had better describe the task, as best as i know it.....
background to this starts from childhood with me...
i have always felt invested in....the re occurring dreams with the DD's, the black hands ( i require more info on this for details on bigger picture if anyone has them) the teachings by the collective of Naguals....that's the place where i go, either the fire and wooden benches setting, or the bar, set goodness knows where.... is my portal to the dome...i know this, because i have been seen there with them, by others, also capable of dreaming in the dome....
Im going to stop here, and comment. This, a group of doers and seers, is not, entirely, what forms around "you". Who "you" find are not (entirely) those that will bring this forward. I refer back and forward, in this post, to the black hand/DD aspect, and what you see as "your" role in being the "public face". First let us define some terms, Harvesting awareness, and transmuting energy. One harvests what is diseased, and transmutes it to a more healthy state. Much like a doctor might use maggots to eat infection, the gathering and consumption of awareness, in this context, and when possible, this is an act of healing, stimulating new growth. this is only sometimes, for the benefit of the one being thus treated. Some beings are too far gone, lack the internal spark, the fire, to truly escape this process of energetic decomposition. Those that crave to be healed, to be warm, as a sickly plant growing in a crack in a wall, desperatly stretches to feel the warmth of the sun; life, growth, and fulfillment. Your role, as a harvester of awareness, or transmuter of energy, is to find those scattered sparks, draw them into yourself, and via the energetic crucibal of the womb, expell them back outwards, with a chance for growth. A chance, that will more often then not, be invain. This is the dynamic of the harvesting. The union of reaping and sowing.
Most of who you find, and those you tend, are not, in the end viable nagual beings. In part of whole. the reason they gravitate to this energy field, this dark sun, if you will, is for the chance to be healed, engendered, and moved out to a spot to grow. Mostly invain. the more you gather, however, the stronger and more dense your coat will become. The luminous fibers, infilled with transmuted energy. But the reason you can Gather, in this way, is because, you share many of the fundamental dents in structure as them. The mirror immages can overlap, and in that overlapping, the awareness can be worn and absorbed into yourself. There has to be a hook. As a practical matter, what you DO is intesnify, give this a meaning for them via your narative and clarity in this purpose that appeals to the desire to grow, and intesifies the very flaws and corruption that makes them non viable entities. Expands and swell, and then you deftly remove the moth flyer coat, and add it to your own mass. As it should be, i might add, getting back to the doctor and infections. This, however, has very little to do with the realm of "Nagual women/beings" and everything to do with death defiers and the harvesting of the lost. It is better tos hare that gift, then simply see all they are be lost, consumed, by nothing, by death. by the eagle, by whatever parasites infest the infected wounds
this is why charilla confuses you with persyd, this is why my interactions with you, on the level of dreaming, have become like mine with persyd. Unlike Persyd, you are aware. So there is no need to follow her path in that way, nor, being my friend, would i want you too do so.Because, in the end, none of us are that important. Because, as part of the harvesting dynamic, in the end, a succesfull harvester, proto DD, call it what you will, what she faces, is her own harvesting. Because, as the dents in her character are similar to those that she harvests...it is what allows her to form those attatchments, she, in turn, ends enriched, but non viable past the eagle. At this point, one leans how to surrender this awareness to the ones who created her, and step away as clean, dry bones, and regrow the coat of her own luminosity. The black gone light. Because she is no longer in in the mode, of absorbing all diseased awareness. it now reflects, as it has no call to do so. And then, and only then, does she evolve.
..this i feel should be the main focus of dreamers at this time...to reach that place..to hold that link steady...i see already, that some of those here are starting to recall seeing lots of sorcerers / elders....this is what we are trying to achieve...
and for stalkers and the aim of self stalking, to be focused on, getting to a space, of acting from silent knowledge.
why? because that is the sea of awareness, of perception and therefore personal power.....
task number 1, of every warrior is to become that totality of self and reach freedom of the flyers.
This is true, first on an individual level and then you start to face group/cultural and mass consciousness flyers.
if flyers take over the world, all knowledge of the sea of awareness will be barred...this cannot be allowed to happen. realms upon realms interact with our awareness..they will not exist to humanity any more, if the sea is covered with oil... (metaphorically speaking)
It is not that the knowledge will be barred. It is that all those who might make it to this sea, will be so weakened, so degraded. they simply dissolve, like cotton candy under running water. this is the eagles test, those that can continue, thsoe that rejoin the great sea of dissolved awareness that is its blood and substance.
i assume this is the Norse war at the end of the world..however id like to stalk that dream and change it...as it is a concept, just another dream and we have the power in the now, to erase past and change future, i ask that we all enter that space and disengage with the archetypal outcome...a sorcery feat indeed..
this is not that war, but as i have been made to regret what i shared on this link, as you harvest the diseased, there is no call to say more then has already be said. Look to what i wrote above. Look the the wolf lineage, and "Fenir". the eater. the chains of impossible things that bind. the fate of the gods, to be consumed, and in that death, be transformed. that battle is death, the read moons are but a gate to that energetic unfolding, that dream. A dream is awareness. Awareness is, and yet is not, reality around us. this is all about the harvesting, and awareness, as i outlined above.
i have always felt that keeping Nagualism from disappearing as a path to freedom was paramount....i saw all the Naguals agree, in second attention, to group together, as a collective for a reason..they taught me, as a collective for a reason, the lineage broke, for a reason....this reason, is that all the nagual beings and Naguals require to create a big strong rope..bringing the totality of self down here,on all levels, as truth, for all beings to see an alternative to the flyers... this is no mean feat..but others apart from myself have been told of this task...
anyone who is truly connected to DJ (the spokesperson for the collective, at this time) their individual task, will be to find their own ways to be in touch, and join in....the effect of this, is the group growing, joining and emitting, will have an enormous effect on the flyers of humanity...
this is a joint endeavor...this is what i call, the wolf lineage, because wolves take in and care for/train/allow to survive, those not necessarily wolf...they understand that some have different tasks, but are still part of the whole picture....
up till now however, the 'warriors' path, the focus of all the books, has been paramount....it is time now that those who can, take up the mantle of men and women of knowledge, and live as such....having a greater purpose than themselves...
Is this your path? Or is this the prod that puts you on what IS your roll. To consume, to harvest, and transmute as possible. In order to harvest, you have to feel it is your path, in order to transmute the awareness they give, into a feeling/awareness that will keep them on that personal process with yourself. But as you start to spin and change them, consume, release, do they not then see the rest of us, as this is the reality spun, as somehow less then their higher meaning? It seems they do, as after sessions, they come out and say so. And act in ways not in support of the nagual, directly, but rather, in celebration of the circle of consumption you spin for their benefit. Which is how is needs to be. I point it out, because i need to share this with you, and they, nothing that is said will do anything but streangthen that bond/process for them.
i'm sure this is an uncomfortable step for some...but now you are not alone..you have a new and bigger purpose..those who's path of heart is this new purpose, now fly under the same flag...these are the ones the Naguals here and the Naguals there, will focus their attention on..this is what we are here for, this is why we are here, in the now..
i have been trained to be a public face for Nagualism...why, i have no bloody idea ....i use flames of truth and fire of gold to burn off all that is not real... i am a freedom fighter...my role as a woman is to seek, and generate energy and find the planetary warriors and knowledge keepers of our times...to bring them together to dream and to share and to act, in alignment with that silent knowledge.
..i want to bring them here, i've always wanted this forum to be the hub, i felt it should be so...i was brought here to the forums, and to Wolf, by DJ and CC.
Others know of the same task..they know that they are involved....its time now, to find the connections, and without reservation, start pulling it into a force of its own...the time is now, this is your only true purpose in being here..the rest is to support, or to distract you...
i ask you to drop the distractions and focus on what is real.....see all those who are part of the group, learn their positions, enter inner silence and our connection, so you too may feel supported and bonded, yet know, that your point (your individual actions) are not going to be the same, as anyone else's in the group....this is group consciousness, not group mind....
Again, i point out that the group you see, is the circle you need to work on and with. Furthermore, your circle is almost entirely male. And therefore, few women have any meaning to you, nor do you see their power, only the ways in which they keep you from doing your work. Males who need to be consumed for the smallest chance at being viable men, in eternity. Viable men, not just males, but MEN are, as you know, one of the most rare resources in the universe. It is not the complete circle, the male energy you spin, transmute, and barring that, consume. To fail to recognize this, and worse yet, undermine the other pieces/awarenesses for the sake of it, is to become out of balance, and to hasten the potential harvesting of your own refined awareness. there are two trees. A strong apple tree, bearing healthy fruit. That is pruned and watered, tended with love, and harvested once a year, of only its fruit. their is another tree, spindly and proud, overgrown. One looks more carefully, and it is but a great big potatoe vine, grown large. To be harvested for its roots, its tuber. To live a season of explosive growth. I suggest it is better to be the ancient apple, whose roots shade a community then to be the proud vine, who seeks to dominate and fill all the available space with things that suite its needs. To be that tree, one needs to learn to allow the others, not just those that feed what it need to grow. those that can not, make that leap, are harvested suddenly, for the sake of their bulb.
as you may know, i was dropped into several other groups, elsewhere on the internet....these are hunting grounds, other spaces for those to join in.....it seems i am to have a finger in a lot of pies for others to find their connection to the larger group ..please bear this in your awareness, this maybe happening for you too..some of you i know, prefer, to be behind the scenes...id still like to know of you, and how you feel about things... i have never been 'allowed' to sit behind the scenes...but i can be your messenger, if you approach me....
jj has persuaded me to have a u tube channel..i shall be making videos that i feel are relevant.suggestions for these are welcomed...its also another way of people seeing a face, they feel inside, they are connected with...
i am at this point writing, as another task of keeping Nagualism alive for future generations
i will say one thing however..there is timing and discernment in all of this...as a female, really sensitive to the energies of others..whilst i know that in the end, all on this path are connected, this does not mean the pieces can fall into place immediately, and at the same time...compatibility and timing are everything....
i am a stalker at the end of the day..some are not past their own personal level yet..any flyers brought in to the group..will have to be dealt with by the group, and that slows the whole thing down...so, if i happen to say no to something or someone in the moment, and i don't know why...i do trust my insight..i trust their beings, will return, when they are ready, they and the group will know..and their integration, will happen naturally...
there is no power in drama and all mind stuff is wasted energy...
Yes you stalk. And hunt, along the lines mentioned above. You transmute this, into your field, and then use it to give the initial jolt to the male energies you then, on a more energetic level, tend. You say there is no power in the drama, and yet draw, bring it out, and expose it, via others... despite the consequences, preciselly becasue this is you roll, and the dynamic of the processing. By even saying this, you are inviting others tot hrow it back at you, to "leak their awareness". And its quite wonderfull to behold. But it is preciselly what is done, and from your end, it is not wasted, it is gathered.
what recent events have taught me is:
1, there is no time for pandering to peoples personal flyers, and, anyone involving themselves in playground behaviour, when they don't require to be, through the urge of silent knowledge, is wasting precious time...sit in silence, and, go within instead....
2, if you feel the need to say something, don't sit on it..get it out, make your impact and move on, back into silence..ive found its the only way you don't get attacked by flyers, or distracted...
3,creating a bottleneck of stuck energy, due to over indulgence of the rational, doesn't help anyone, least of all yourself....
4, this is a task, wolf and this forum are intrinsically connected with..in a way, he is back here with us, on the site, for this opportunity...i saw this choice, nearly three years ago..and he has acted in accordance to that seeing...
You view any energy that is of no use to you or your purpose, as stuck energy, when it is not. Allowing for this fact is not indulgence.
i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.
Detached and at ease,
I will dart past the eagle to be free.
CC- The Wheel of Time.
i am going to play my part, to the best of my ability....its what i'm here for, its what i am at this site for, its what i have been invested in for..i ask that you find your point, in order to support this...
its no mean feat..sorcery to keep sorcery alive...do it however and whenever you can..live, like you were already dead, and have nothing to lose..because, that is life...
awareness keeps sorcery alive. You are gathering and storing it in yourself. and this will, keep them in the dome, and those here alive, in power, for a time. Because they will in turn, take it from you. Or you will give it, and be able to join them. the question, however, is are we giving the fruit, or giving out life, our tuber? apple or potatoe? This is a question for all of us. Me, you, wolf, others.
...i am howling at the moon under which, self reflection is flyer determined, in the minds of men...
i now totally understand wolf's battles with flyers..but he is a lone wolf no more.....the wolf and wolves do not have to die...the knowledge does not have to die...it can live on, into infinity...consciously, if you choose to live it...and spread it without fear..
an insight gathered in the moment..on my role..to do with the wolf lineage (the wufflings)...
" this is where the wufflings will gather, in the place where Beowulf was written..they will come from the sea (of awareness)..."
this is where gods and men will come together through the angle heart..it shall invade the minds of men, the earth knows them here, the knowledge is written in the library, of this place....
Again making me regret my honest, sharing tongue. but not really, you were born in the right spot. And the right name. And you do what you are here to do with impeccability. I would ask, of shamanka the apple tree, however, to not become the creeping choking vine. even though, feeling and being, it is a temptation. Remember the awareness to see, in the middle of the rush, that none of our pieces are the thing in itself. I would never tell you you need to leave, that you are forsaken, and unworthy. You are very worthy, and beautiful in the roll you do, and what you may become, like all those here. You however, told and tell others, including me, full of the rush of wanting to grow to fill all space, that I needed to leave or i would be pushed. and you spread this position, to those in your circle of harvesting. I would ask you rethink this stance, not in regards to "me", but in general. What is valued more? A dirty old tuber, or the shiny apple. Apple wins, hands down.
wikipedia..anglo...relating to my given name angel-heart....
Anglo is a prefix indicating a relation to the Angles, England, the English people, or the English language, such as in the term Anglo-Saxon language. It is often used alone, somewhat loosely, to refer to people of British Isles descent in The Americas, New Zealand and Australia. It is also used, both in English-speaking and non-English-speaking countries, to refer to Anglophone people of other European origins.
Anglo is a Late Latin prefix used to denote English- in conjunction with another toponym or demonym. The word is derived from Anglia, the Latin name for England, and still the modern name of its eastern region. Anglia and England both mean land of the Angles, a Germanic people originating in the north German peninsula of Angeln.
if you see your role, or connection in this task, please post below....
I was given three tasks in dreaming and dreaming awake last night, by the farmer. and the great wolf. To respond to this post, specifically how i did, which you had yet to make. To share a secret of harvesting with Lone Wolf, as it relates to the red moon and the norse metaphore. and finally to re read three of my own dreams, and share them repost as appropriate write my current, first refreshing myself on them ... do all this despite wanting to do none of it...despite not wanting too. Not sure if the reposts will go here, excerpts, or i will make a follow up posts and place them in my archived public thread. Of the tasks, this reply was the one that was not negotiable.
Based on conversation between Shamanka and NLW, who supports, and suggested this, be shared...
NLW: These days its about promoting Nagualism not keeping it to ourselves....
if flyers have their way, they will bury all these secrets that have been revealed.....
Here on the net is there truth still....
We, must reach out and find one by one the seekers, the warriors, and the newbies...
Shamanka: the flyers can have their way to certain extent..learning is always forced..its just seems a lot, when you have perception you are alone..
..that's exactly what a flyer would want you to feel..it keeps you from power..that way you wouldn't be a threat..huh?
i am finding them, or, they are finding me ..they are starting to form around me/us..
these sections, can grow and come together..
i suppose i had better describe the task, as best as i know it.....
background to this starts from childhood with me...
i have always felt invested in....the re occurring dreams with the DD's, the black hands ( i require more info on this for details on bigger picture if anyone has them) the teachings by the collective of Naguals....that's the place where i go, either the fire and wooden benches setting, or the bar, set goodness knows where.... is my portal to the dome...i know this, because i have been seen there with them, by others, also capable of dreaming in the dome....
Im going to stop here, and comment. This, a group of doers and seers, is not, entirely, what forms around "you". Who "you" find are not (entirely) those that will bring this forward. I refer back and forward, in this post, to the black hand/DD aspect, and what you see as "your" role in being the "public face". First let us define some terms, Harvesting awareness, and transmuting energy. One harvests what is diseased, and transmutes it to a more healthy state. Much like a doctor might use maggots to eat infection, the gathering and consumption of awareness, in this context, and when possible, this is an act of healing, stimulating new growth. this is only sometimes, for the benefit of the one being thus treated. Some beings are too far gone, lack the internal spark, the fire, to truly escape this process of energetic decomposition. Those that crave to be healed, to be warm, as a sickly plant growing in a crack in a wall, desperatly stretches to feel the warmth of the sun; life, growth, and fulfillment. Your role, as a harvester of awareness, or transmuter of energy, is to find those scattered sparks, draw them into yourself, and via the energetic crucibal of the womb, expell them back outwards, with a chance for growth. A chance, that will more often then not, be invain. This is the dynamic of the harvesting. The union of reaping and sowing.
Most of who you find, and those you tend, are not, in the end viable nagual beings. In part of whole. the reason they gravitate to this energy field, this dark sun, if you will, is for the chance to be healed, engendered, and moved out to a spot to grow. Mostly invain. the more you gather, however, the stronger and more dense your coat will become. The luminous fibers, infilled with transmuted energy. But the reason you can Gather, in this way, is because, you share many of the fundamental dents in structure as them. The mirror immages can overlap, and in that overlapping, the awareness can be worn and absorbed into yourself. There has to be a hook. As a practical matter, what you DO is intesnify, give this a meaning for them via your narative and clarity in this purpose that appeals to the desire to grow, and intesifies the very flaws and corruption that makes them non viable entities. Expands and swell, and then you deftly remove the moth flyer coat, and add it to your own mass. As it should be, i might add, getting back to the doctor and infections. This, however, has very little to do with the realm of "Nagual women/beings" and everything to do with death defiers and the harvesting of the lost. It is better tos hare that gift, then simply see all they are be lost, consumed, by nothing, by death. by the eagle, by whatever parasites infest the infected wounds
this is why charilla confuses you with persyd, this is why my interactions with you, on the level of dreaming, have become like mine with persyd. Unlike Persyd, you are aware. So there is no need to follow her path in that way, nor, being my friend, would i want you too do so.Because, in the end, none of us are that important. Because, as part of the harvesting dynamic, in the end, a succesfull harvester, proto DD, call it what you will, what she faces, is her own harvesting. Because, as the dents in her character are similar to those that she harvests...it is what allows her to form those attatchments, she, in turn, ends enriched, but non viable past the eagle. At this point, one leans how to surrender this awareness to the ones who created her, and step away as clean, dry bones, and regrow the coat of her own luminosity. The black gone light. Because she is no longer in in the mode, of absorbing all diseased awareness. it now reflects, as it has no call to do so. And then, and only then, does she evolve.
..this i feel should be the main focus of dreamers at this time...to reach that place..to hold that link steady...i see already, that some of those here are starting to recall seeing lots of sorcerers / elders....this is what we are trying to achieve...
and for stalkers and the aim of self stalking, to be focused on, getting to a space, of acting from silent knowledge.
why? because that is the sea of awareness, of perception and therefore personal power.....
task number 1, of every warrior is to become that totality of self and reach freedom of the flyers.
This is true, first on an individual level and then you start to face group/cultural and mass consciousness flyers.
if flyers take over the world, all knowledge of the sea of awareness will be barred...this cannot be allowed to happen. realms upon realms interact with our awareness..they will not exist to humanity any more, if the sea is covered with oil... (metaphorically speaking)
It is not that the knowledge will be barred. It is that all those who might make it to this sea, will be so weakened, so degraded. they simply dissolve, like cotton candy under running water. this is the eagles test, those that can continue, thsoe that rejoin the great sea of dissolved awareness that is its blood and substance.
i assume this is the Norse war at the end of the world..however id like to stalk that dream and change it...as it is a concept, just another dream and we have the power in the now, to erase past and change future, i ask that we all enter that space and disengage with the archetypal outcome...a sorcery feat indeed..
this is not that war, but as i have been made to regret what i shared on this link, as you harvest the diseased, there is no call to say more then has already be said. Look to what i wrote above. Look the the wolf lineage, and "Fenir". the eater. the chains of impossible things that bind. the fate of the gods, to be consumed, and in that death, be transformed. that battle is death, the read moons are but a gate to that energetic unfolding, that dream. A dream is awareness. Awareness is, and yet is not, reality around us. this is all about the harvesting, and awareness, as i outlined above.
i have always felt that keeping Nagualism from disappearing as a path to freedom was paramount....i saw all the Naguals agree, in second attention, to group together, as a collective for a reason..they taught me, as a collective for a reason, the lineage broke, for a reason....this reason, is that all the nagual beings and Naguals require to create a big strong rope..bringing the totality of self down here,on all levels, as truth, for all beings to see an alternative to the flyers... this is no mean feat..but others apart from myself have been told of this task...
anyone who is truly connected to DJ (the spokesperson for the collective, at this time) their individual task, will be to find their own ways to be in touch, and join in....the effect of this, is the group growing, joining and emitting, will have an enormous effect on the flyers of humanity...
this is a joint endeavor...this is what i call, the wolf lineage, because wolves take in and care for/train/allow to survive, those not necessarily wolf...they understand that some have different tasks, but are still part of the whole picture....
up till now however, the 'warriors' path, the focus of all the books, has been paramount....it is time now that those who can, take up the mantle of men and women of knowledge, and live as such....having a greater purpose than themselves...
Is this your path? Or is this the prod that puts you on what IS your roll. To consume, to harvest, and transmute as possible. In order to harvest, you have to feel it is your path, in order to transmute the awareness they give, into a feeling/awareness that will keep them on that personal process with yourself. But as you start to spin and change them, consume, release, do they not then see the rest of us, as this is the reality spun, as somehow less then their higher meaning? It seems they do, as after sessions, they come out and say so. And act in ways not in support of the nagual, directly, but rather, in celebration of the circle of consumption you spin for their benefit. Which is how is needs to be. I point it out, because i need to share this with you, and they, nothing that is said will do anything but streangthen that bond/process for them.
i'm sure this is an uncomfortable step for some...but now you are not alone..you have a new and bigger purpose..those who's path of heart is this new purpose, now fly under the same flag...these are the ones the Naguals here and the Naguals there, will focus their attention on..this is what we are here for, this is why we are here, in the now..
i have been trained to be a public face for Nagualism...why, i have no bloody idea ....i use flames of truth and fire of gold to burn off all that is not real... i am a freedom fighter...my role as a woman is to seek, and generate energy and find the planetary warriors and knowledge keepers of our times...to bring them together to dream and to share and to act, in alignment with that silent knowledge.
..i want to bring them here, i've always wanted this forum to be the hub, i felt it should be so...i was brought here to the forums, and to Wolf, by DJ and CC.
Others know of the same task..they know that they are involved....its time now, to find the connections, and without reservation, start pulling it into a force of its own...the time is now, this is your only true purpose in being here..the rest is to support, or to distract you...
i ask you to drop the distractions and focus on what is real.....see all those who are part of the group, learn their positions, enter inner silence and our connection, so you too may feel supported and bonded, yet know, that your point (your individual actions) are not going to be the same, as anyone else's in the group....this is group consciousness, not group mind....
Again, i point out that the group you see, is the circle you need to work on and with. Furthermore, your circle is almost entirely male. And therefore, few women have any meaning to you, nor do you see their power, only the ways in which they keep you from doing your work. Males who need to be consumed for the smallest chance at being viable men, in eternity. Viable men, not just males, but MEN are, as you know, one of the most rare resources in the universe. It is not the complete circle, the male energy you spin, transmute, and barring that, consume. To fail to recognize this, and worse yet, undermine the other pieces/awarenesses for the sake of it, is to become out of balance, and to hasten the potential harvesting of your own refined awareness. there are two trees. A strong apple tree, bearing healthy fruit. That is pruned and watered, tended with love, and harvested once a year, of only its fruit. their is another tree, spindly and proud, overgrown. One looks more carefully, and it is but a great big potatoe vine, grown large. To be harvested for its roots, its tuber. To live a season of explosive growth. I suggest it is better to be the ancient apple, whose roots shade a community then to be the proud vine, who seeks to dominate and fill all the available space with things that suite its needs. To be that tree, one needs to learn to allow the others, not just those that feed what it need to grow. those that can not, make that leap, are harvested suddenly, for the sake of their bulb.
as you may know, i was dropped into several other groups, elsewhere on the internet....these are hunting grounds, other spaces for those to join in.....it seems i am to have a finger in a lot of pies for others to find their connection to the larger group ..please bear this in your awareness, this maybe happening for you too..some of you i know, prefer, to be behind the scenes...id still like to know of you, and how you feel about things... i have never been 'allowed' to sit behind the scenes...but i can be your messenger, if you approach me....
jj has persuaded me to have a u tube channel..i shall be making videos that i feel are relevant.suggestions for these are welcomed...its also another way of people seeing a face, they feel inside, they are connected with...
i am at this point writing, as another task of keeping Nagualism alive for future generations
i will say one thing however..there is timing and discernment in all of this...as a female, really sensitive to the energies of others..whilst i know that in the end, all on this path are connected, this does not mean the pieces can fall into place immediately, and at the same time...compatibility and timing are everything....
i am a stalker at the end of the day..some are not past their own personal level yet..any flyers brought in to the group..will have to be dealt with by the group, and that slows the whole thing down...so, if i happen to say no to something or someone in the moment, and i don't know why...i do trust my insight..i trust their beings, will return, when they are ready, they and the group will know..and their integration, will happen naturally...
there is no power in drama and all mind stuff is wasted energy...
Yes you stalk. And hunt, along the lines mentioned above. You transmute this, into your field, and then use it to give the initial jolt to the male energies you then, on a more energetic level, tend. You say there is no power in the drama, and yet draw, bring it out, and expose it, via others... despite the consequences, preciselly becasue this is you roll, and the dynamic of the processing. By even saying this, you are inviting others tot hrow it back at you, to "leak their awareness". And its quite wonderfull to behold. But it is preciselly what is done, and from your end, it is not wasted, it is gathered.
what recent events have taught me is:
1, there is no time for pandering to peoples personal flyers, and, anyone involving themselves in playground behaviour, when they don't require to be, through the urge of silent knowledge, is wasting precious time...sit in silence, and, go within instead....
2, if you feel the need to say something, don't sit on it..get it out, make your impact and move on, back into silence..ive found its the only way you don't get attacked by flyers, or distracted...
3,creating a bottleneck of stuck energy, due to over indulgence of the rational, doesn't help anyone, least of all yourself....
4, this is a task, wolf and this forum are intrinsically connected with..in a way, he is back here with us, on the site, for this opportunity...i saw this choice, nearly three years ago..and he has acted in accordance to that seeing...
You view any energy that is of no use to you or your purpose, as stuck energy, when it is not. Allowing for this fact is not indulgence.
i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.
Detached and at ease,
I will dart past the eagle to be free.
CC- The Wheel of Time.
i am going to play my part, to the best of my ability....its what i'm here for, its what i am at this site for, its what i have been invested in for..i ask that you find your point, in order to support this...
its no mean feat..sorcery to keep sorcery alive...do it however and whenever you can..live, like you were already dead, and have nothing to lose..because, that is life...
awareness keeps sorcery alive. You are gathering and storing it in yourself. and this will, keep them in the dome, and those here alive, in power, for a time. Because they will in turn, take it from you. Or you will give it, and be able to join them. the question, however, is are we giving the fruit, or giving out life, our tuber? apple or potatoe? This is a question for all of us. Me, you, wolf, others.
...i am howling at the moon under which, self reflection is flyer determined, in the minds of men...
i now totally understand wolf's battles with flyers..but he is a lone wolf no more.....the wolf and wolves do not have to die...the knowledge does not have to die...it can live on, into infinity...consciously, if you choose to live it...and spread it without fear..
an insight gathered in the moment..on my role..to do with the wolf lineage (the wufflings)...
" this is where the wufflings will gather, in the place where Beowulf was written..they will come from the sea (of awareness)..."
this is where gods and men will come together through the angle heart..it shall invade the minds of men, the earth knows them here, the knowledge is written in the library, of this place....
Again making me regret my honest, sharing tongue. but not really, you were born in the right spot. And the right name. And you do what you are here to do with impeccability. I would ask, of shamanka the apple tree, however, to not become the creeping choking vine. even though, feeling and being, it is a temptation. Remember the awareness to see, in the middle of the rush, that none of our pieces are the thing in itself. I would never tell you you need to leave, that you are forsaken, and unworthy. You are very worthy, and beautiful in the roll you do, and what you may become, like all those here. You however, told and tell others, including me, full of the rush of wanting to grow to fill all space, that I needed to leave or i would be pushed. and you spread this position, to those in your circle of harvesting. I would ask you rethink this stance, not in regards to "me", but in general. What is valued more? A dirty old tuber, or the shiny apple. Apple wins, hands down.
wikipedia..anglo...relating to my given name angel-heart....
Anglo is a prefix indicating a relation to the Angles, England, the English people, or the English language, such as in the term Anglo-Saxon language. It is often used alone, somewhat loosely, to refer to people of British Isles descent in The Americas, New Zealand and Australia. It is also used, both in English-speaking and non-English-speaking countries, to refer to Anglophone people of other European origins.
Anglo is a Late Latin prefix used to denote English- in conjunction with another toponym or demonym. The word is derived from Anglia, the Latin name for England, and still the modern name of its eastern region. Anglia and England both mean land of the Angles, a Germanic people originating in the north German peninsula of Angeln.
if you see your role, or connection in this task, please post below....
I was given three tasks in dreaming and dreaming awake last night, by the farmer. and the great wolf. To respond to this post, specifically how i did, which you had yet to make. To share a secret of harvesting with Lone Wolf, as it relates to the red moon and the norse metaphore. and finally to re read three of my own dreams, and share them repost as appropriate write my current, first refreshing myself on them ... do all this despite wanting to do none of it...despite not wanting too. Not sure if the reposts will go here, excerpts, or i will make a follow up posts and place them in my archived public thread. Of the tasks, this reply was the one that was not negotiable.