04-09-2012, 12:00 AM
Your post reminds me very much of CG Jung's autobiography he mentions a lot of dream figures also i read about them in one of the books Lujan Matus wrote.
About your experience: in my seeing there is a difference in perception between the living and the dead, even if a look at the part where they lost completeness. The alive human cocoon is red, blue, brown and green in children in adulthood colors change due to sexual activity upon death it turns in the same order to golden, silver, ivory and transparent thus i doubt your visions consisted of living humans i incline in classifying the entities you mention as dead.
Sometimes the dead reach onto those alive with a predisposition of learning the mastery of the dead, because someone that knows their story will aid them into rebirth. Sometimes the living gather energy from the dead, mostly sorcerers absorbing their fibers and damage their own physical body by doing so. Sad stories happen all the time in the world of the humans and in the world of the nagual the difference between them is the approach to sadness, when i meet people dying and learn their sad story upon their death i do what i know i can. I offer the departed souls my aid towards a new life and they usually take it.
When working with humans or sometimes just by living near them, one becomes aware of many tear bringing tales, however a sorcerer must be aware that once upon a time all had the ability and possibility to choose correctly yet they never did. When offered a chance they mocked who aided them and laughed at kindness and affection, so above all the disturbing end is the cause of their own missed turns and willing mistakes. When someone alive, child or adult refuses to contribute with real affection, passion, kindness and inner construct into the world the end can be tear bringing.
Like the story of Titanic, one too many mistakes made and most died in a frozen sea holding one another for the last time, that is because the Eagle never makes U turns for all willing and needing. Is kind enough to offer a second chance always in a new body that is the real warmth of the Eagle, it is not a mask hiding indifference and detachment still, because of that is able to act with impeccability and ruthlessness to preserve it's creation. It knows what it is to be done may weep if it has too, yet it never turns back nor regrets a choice it made.
An experienced sorcerer does not create tiny new shiny balls, nor starts to draw on them it cleans and aids those existent that passed already into the unseen regarding of the cause, by doing so respects them as real beings that lived. The dead harm beyond repair those that do not understand the living logic of life and death the expected continuity or those that try to control them. The departed souls that are pleased with their guide express their needs to those that hear them and know how to aid them, offering in exchange their broken luminosity as their last gift. That is why this world has priests and monks and nuns those usually know what to do, that is their contribution to this world to be guides into the seen and unseen, sorcerers have much to learn from them, especially those that do not see clearly what they should do and what is their purpose in the universe.
About your experience: in my seeing there is a difference in perception between the living and the dead, even if a look at the part where they lost completeness. The alive human cocoon is red, blue, brown and green in children in adulthood colors change due to sexual activity upon death it turns in the same order to golden, silver, ivory and transparent thus i doubt your visions consisted of living humans i incline in classifying the entities you mention as dead.
Sometimes the dead reach onto those alive with a predisposition of learning the mastery of the dead, because someone that knows their story will aid them into rebirth. Sometimes the living gather energy from the dead, mostly sorcerers absorbing their fibers and damage their own physical body by doing so. Sad stories happen all the time in the world of the humans and in the world of the nagual the difference between them is the approach to sadness, when i meet people dying and learn their sad story upon their death i do what i know i can. I offer the departed souls my aid towards a new life and they usually take it.
When working with humans or sometimes just by living near them, one becomes aware of many tear bringing tales, however a sorcerer must be aware that once upon a time all had the ability and possibility to choose correctly yet they never did. When offered a chance they mocked who aided them and laughed at kindness and affection, so above all the disturbing end is the cause of their own missed turns and willing mistakes. When someone alive, child or adult refuses to contribute with real affection, passion, kindness and inner construct into the world the end can be tear bringing.
Like the story of Titanic, one too many mistakes made and most died in a frozen sea holding one another for the last time, that is because the Eagle never makes U turns for all willing and needing. Is kind enough to offer a second chance always in a new body that is the real warmth of the Eagle, it is not a mask hiding indifference and detachment still, because of that is able to act with impeccability and ruthlessness to preserve it's creation. It knows what it is to be done may weep if it has too, yet it never turns back nor regrets a choice it made.
An experienced sorcerer does not create tiny new shiny balls, nor starts to draw on them it cleans and aids those existent that passed already into the unseen regarding of the cause, by doing so respects them as real beings that lived. The dead harm beyond repair those that do not understand the living logic of life and death the expected continuity or those that try to control them. The departed souls that are pleased with their guide express their needs to those that hear them and know how to aid them, offering in exchange their broken luminosity as their last gift. That is why this world has priests and monks and nuns those usually know what to do, that is their contribution to this world to be guides into the seen and unseen, sorcerers have much to learn from them, especially those that do not see clearly what they should do and what is their purpose in the universe.