04-18-2011, 12:00 AM
Enchantra wrote:
Bob,
I'm still wondering if you have checked out any of the Kundalini awakening sites, , groups, forums etc. (Mystress Angelique and Susan Carlson have a lot of great info as does the late Dr GlennMorriss)
You say you feel like nobody understands or hears and you don't seem to have found a lot of like experiences, but when I was at the K groups, people were shouting to the rooftops about these types of things.
Maybe I am wrong and your experience isn't Kundalini related but it sure sounds like it, to me especially when you speak of the fire. However, you do put a different spin on it, that as a non-religious person I find very interesting.
While I am amazed that no one else is seeing what I am seeing.
I've been getting pieces for many years now. "Knowing without having known",
Again, I appreciate your response. The silence is deafening lately.
I used "fire" because one of the three aspects of Baptism is fire
Hi Enchantra,
I believe I did run across Sister Angelique's site a while back. I will look at the others, thanks.
I have no doubt that it is Kundalini or the Baptism of Fire as the Bible puts it. My teacher told me as much years ago and he had mastered it as far as being able to touch with that force/power and use it for many miracle healings.
I have had many experiences and visions over the years but what is more important is the over-all awareness that has been growing as a result.
That is what I am trying to convey. I believe it is the difference between "seeing" the Kingdom and "entering" the Kingdom.
Nothing religious about it. Just a different system of terminology.
I was frequenting a Christian forum and the response that I get is similar to your analogy. They are the parents telling me I am doing the puzzle wrong, and yet they know nothing of the puzzle and don't even know there is something called Baptism other than a ceremony that they do, let alone three aspects to it.
My meditations are much better than they were a few years back with very little of the negative side effects now.
My teacher likened it to radiation sickness or the flu in that it had to run it's course.
I think that maybe it has. Not that it is finished with me, but that the negative symptoms are not interfering with my progress at the moment.
You cannot put new wine into old bottles lest both the wine and the bottle will be lost.
The body must be gradually changed in order to contain the new Spirit without being destroyed.
Then the awareness can continue to grow.
Awareness has always been the important thing. Visions and other phenomena come and go. What they mean has always been the important thing.
Sometimes it takes many years to understand what an experience means. My teacher used to tell me to stop trying to figure things out and that we are sometimes given something way beyond our abilities. But that the answer will come in time. That is what seems to be happening now.
Thanks for the interest.
Bob,
I'm still wondering if you have checked out any of the Kundalini awakening sites, , groups, forums etc. (Mystress Angelique and Susan Carlson have a lot of great info as does the late Dr GlennMorriss)
You say you feel like nobody understands or hears and you don't seem to have found a lot of like experiences, but when I was at the K groups, people were shouting to the rooftops about these types of things.
Maybe I am wrong and your experience isn't Kundalini related but it sure sounds like it, to me especially when you speak of the fire. However, you do put a different spin on it, that as a non-religious person I find very interesting.
While I am amazed that no one else is seeing what I am seeing.
I've been getting pieces for many years now. "Knowing without having known",
Again, I appreciate your response. The silence is deafening lately.
I used "fire" because one of the three aspects of Baptism is fire
Hi Enchantra,
I believe I did run across Sister Angelique's site a while back. I will look at the others, thanks.
I have no doubt that it is Kundalini or the Baptism of Fire as the Bible puts it. My teacher told me as much years ago and he had mastered it as far as being able to touch with that force/power and use it for many miracle healings.
I have had many experiences and visions over the years but what is more important is the over-all awareness that has been growing as a result.
That is what I am trying to convey. I believe it is the difference between "seeing" the Kingdom and "entering" the Kingdom.
Nothing religious about it. Just a different system of terminology.
I was frequenting a Christian forum and the response that I get is similar to your analogy. They are the parents telling me I am doing the puzzle wrong, and yet they know nothing of the puzzle and don't even know there is something called Baptism other than a ceremony that they do, let alone three aspects to it.
My meditations are much better than they were a few years back with very little of the negative side effects now.
My teacher likened it to radiation sickness or the flu in that it had to run it's course.
I think that maybe it has. Not that it is finished with me, but that the negative symptoms are not interfering with my progress at the moment.
You cannot put new wine into old bottles lest both the wine and the bottle will be lost.
The body must be gradually changed in order to contain the new Spirit without being destroyed.
Then the awareness can continue to grow.
Awareness has always been the important thing. Visions and other phenomena come and go. What they mean has always been the important thing.
Sometimes it takes many years to understand what an experience means. My teacher used to tell me to stop trying to figure things out and that we are sometimes given something way beyond our abilities. But that the answer will come in time. That is what seems to be happening now.
Thanks for the interest.