09-21-2003, 12:00 AM
1- What does it mean to "stalk one's own perception"?
When I start stalking myself in a situation, I pretend to be a bit detached from my needs, desires, hopes and so forth and try to look at myself like somebody else would perceive and judge me. Like saying: She is such and such and not like this or that way. That kind of attitude makes me act without having needs, desires, hopes and so forth, it makes me act without expecting anything for myself. That attitude towards my acting (be it either patient, or /and cunning, or/and sweet and or/and ruthless)is a tequnique, that makes the attention point move like dreaming does in a way. I start 'seeing' when the AP moves, my awareness changes into second attention.
The act of 'seeing' is past my subjective opindion. 'Seeing' reveals the objectives about a situation, for example a persons main traits, or how much meat that person is eating per day, or how long they sleep per night, or why you caught a flew two weeks ago and who was affecting your energy. 'Seeing' is perceiving energy directly as light or shadows or sounds or smells or a 'knowledge beyond doubt' a non-sorcerer would not perceive or have. 'Seeing' resembles heavy drug experiences without it doing you the harm a drug would do to you.
When you first start 'seeing' you don't know what is happening. Since you are perceiving objectives there is no room for interpretations. Objectives are facts that create more facts that will affect you later on. At first you have no standards to relate the objectives of 'seeing' to the world you have known so far. Only by and by a young sorcerer learns to establish his frame of orientation in second attention, without being rendered helpless in the realms of second attention.
When you move back into 1st attention after an act of 'seeing' the Tonal can get very much affected in a psychological way. The way to cope with 2nd attention is not easy. It is a bit like sneaking up on death and one is not supposed to give in on a loving life.
When I start stalking myself in a situation, I pretend to be a bit detached from my needs, desires, hopes and so forth and try to look at myself like somebody else would perceive and judge me. Like saying: She is such and such and not like this or that way. That kind of attitude makes me act without having needs, desires, hopes and so forth, it makes me act without expecting anything for myself. That attitude towards my acting (be it either patient, or /and cunning, or/and sweet and or/and ruthless)is a tequnique, that makes the attention point move like dreaming does in a way. I start 'seeing' when the AP moves, my awareness changes into second attention.
The act of 'seeing' is past my subjective opindion. 'Seeing' reveals the objectives about a situation, for example a persons main traits, or how much meat that person is eating per day, or how long they sleep per night, or why you caught a flew two weeks ago and who was affecting your energy. 'Seeing' is perceiving energy directly as light or shadows or sounds or smells or a 'knowledge beyond doubt' a non-sorcerer would not perceive or have. 'Seeing' resembles heavy drug experiences without it doing you the harm a drug would do to you.
When you first start 'seeing' you don't know what is happening. Since you are perceiving objectives there is no room for interpretations. Objectives are facts that create more facts that will affect you later on. At first you have no standards to relate the objectives of 'seeing' to the world you have known so far. Only by and by a young sorcerer learns to establish his frame of orientation in second attention, without being rendered helpless in the realms of second attention.
When you move back into 1st attention after an act of 'seeing' the Tonal can get very much affected in a psychological way. The way to cope with 2nd attention is not easy. It is a bit like sneaking up on death and one is not supposed to give in on a loving life.