09-20-2005, 12:00 AM
first day was a little impression of the kind of view.
saw nothing intresting. just some specks and colours. often dark blue web-structures.
sometimes had a short psychedelic feeling of being "on a trip" or being "taken away". after some time everything became darker, like light was taken away. i stopped then.
arms were aching because of holding them up and pressing the eyeballs.
second day was not that good. couldnt concentrate. thoughts were disturbing me. i stopped to relax an quiet my mind and fell asleep.
hm..
did i understand something wrong? i have to hold te elbows in the air to press palms on eyeballs. thats quite painfull after a few minutes. hard to relax. cant imagine to fall asleep that way.
hm...feeling stupid..
zzz
saw nothing intresting. just some specks and colours. often dark blue web-structures.
sometimes had a short psychedelic feeling of being "on a trip" or being "taken away". after some time everything became darker, like light was taken away. i stopped then.
arms were aching because of holding them up and pressing the eyeballs.
second day was not that good. couldnt concentrate. thoughts were disturbing me. i stopped to relax an quiet my mind and fell asleep.
hm..
did i understand something wrong? i have to hold te elbows in the air to press palms on eyeballs. thats quite painfull after a few minutes. hard to relax. cant imagine to fall asleep that way.
hm...feeling stupid..
zzz