10-13-2018, 12:00 AM
Yeah me too. I keep getting older and not finding my soul mate. I hope that one day soon I shall fall head over heels in love. I look back on mym previous relationships and found I didn't fall in love as much as I thought I had. It was more like friendships. Love has been scarce for me. I found I can command myself to fall in love, and have done so a few times. As well as command people to fall in love with me. I got a lot of flack over this on a spiritual forum a while back. Some think love should be natural and not forced and yet I found if you can command love then why not? I would like to find a girl who suits me. My match.
I been studying Chinese traditions lately. Daoism specifically. I been focusing on my shen, which is the heart center. Shen is spiritual energy of the higher self, and manifests as love and compassion, selfless nature. Aside from dualism. I been trying to find unconditional love for everyone, friend and enemy alike.
I been studying Chinese traditions lately. Daoism specifically. I been focusing on my shen, which is the heart center. Shen is spiritual energy of the higher self, and manifests as love and compassion, selfless nature. Aside from dualism. I been trying to find unconditional love for everyone, friend and enemy alike.