06-22-2014, 12:00 AM
6/20-21/14 Lives
A very long, lucid dream. The dream literally was an overview of my life from around 1997 until now, 2014. It was re living key events and stretches of time, not only from the aspect of the tonal world, but also, with the understanding and interactions with the spiritual during that time. In this life, however, the two existed in the same space. Key events were going to college, several ufo type things during that time. Then soon after, 9/11. A an energetic event. Latter events were the great eagle in the sky. Even a few other things i never was fully aware of at the time, i re experienced in that weird both sides are one side reality. Hurricane Katrina was another event. My fathers passing, and even a few events from dreams, were now in this reality, and i saw how the real world reacted to them around me, just as my dream self in dreams reacted to real world events. this was the first section of dreaming, it went all the way up to yesterday. And then, i slept, and in that sleep, i was in "now". "this moment". and in "this moment, which i was aware, was this date, this night, this sleep. Something interesting happened.
I am with about eight people it seems, some of them are people from here. In some way, we are now going back in time with knowledge of wha is to come. Reaching back to ourselves, at earlier times in life. Its not exactly going back in time as such; what reaches back are fingers of power, awareness, and again, im back at the start. And start to re-live it all again. and as i go, that me is more like this me here, as i truly was! What went back in time ended up being like hunches. How i felt more into this or that, had an inkling about certain stocks like tesla, or how some events grabbed me in my awareness; they did so because I/we sent the awareness back to guide ourselves, to be ready for "something". To notice/navigate the experiences. Even to nudge ourselves with this awareness. As it ALREADY happened. To get into some understanding for...tomorrow. the day/time after all of this, i had not yet seen. (guess thats today as today is yesterdays tomorrow lol). So we live it again. I live it ALL again. But now i'm the third person, the level that is often in dreams, im more of a spectator guiding these fingers of awareness to myself and others, then actually going through all the motions again. I understand, and in a way, i understand allot more. The world itself, is informed of things, a percentage of the people. This is demonstrated during hurricane katrina. How the knowing guided the storm, but also, in that event and others, i saw how it subtly changed the reaction and physical manifestation. Why the winds died at a certain point...got less. If they had not, the metrodome in new orleans would have collapsed on 15k people. Now i see...the first time i lived it, in the dream it happened. The second time it did not. due to awareness going back.
Sometimes I get so tired I don't focus my eyes
Any time I see the sun up I've been up all night
Everybody wants to think that they're doin' right
Tell me it's right, tell me it's right
Mmm
Time is nothing more than a changing line
All I can hope for is that yours goes with mine
All I can hope for is that yours goes with mine
At the highest point from up on the property,
you can almost see as far as you want to see
There've been plenty nights that you've been up there with me
What did you see, what did you see?
Mmm
What happened was bad enough, but it changed, due to the awareness of outcomes from the future. 9/11 was similar. the 9/11 part was interesting. How it changed., in version one, Los angeles was also hit by a single plane. As easily could have happened, i would have been in the city helping my friend move that day as he asked. I saw how the vision i had, in late october, shifted me to not be there, also shifted that event i was REMEMBERING/SEEING from not happening in version two. this much was clear. all that we saw, experienced, was the shifted Vs 2. the more usefull version. We selected. Last night when we met. Most of the events i saw, experienced, were more specific to the united states. But i also was aware of others, stretching back, back to 1990 in some cases. The way the soviet union disintegrated, was less violent then the original way, in order to produce the best outcome for people. there were a few money moments. Like when i tried to get msyelf to get a job in 2007 to buy tesla stock. i was working hard on myself to make the right investment moves via the oil spike and real estate bubble before that. And i heard, i felt it, i saw it in dreams, but that big of a plot change never manifest, and it was funny. I saw others doing the same. All of us doing such insistent changes, DID shift the world, but only like moving a trend line. No one changed their past but what the did do, shaped them to where they needed to be...for tomorrow.
In the ghetto
Well the world turns
and a hungry little boy with a runny nose
plays in the street as the cold wind blows
In the ghetto
And his hunger burns
so he starts to roam the streets at night
and he learns how to steal
and he learns how to fight
In the ghetto
Then one night in desperation
a young man breaks away
He buys a gun, steals a car,
tries to run, but he don't get far
And his mama cries
As a crowd gathers 'round an angry young man
face down on the street with a gun in his hand
In the ghetto
It is the end of the timeline. It is yesterday. In dreams i know. We all meet, in the university where it all started. (MY seeing anyway as all this went back to the start of college. three minutes till midnight. didn't change it too much, but just enough to be ready for this moment. A meal. opening boxes of cooked pork, touching. Spirits said cant touch, will have to pay tommorow. Knowing there was no tomorrow unshifted. Changing clothes, being ready. No we see the after, we have lived AGAIN to this moment, the same moment as the first version. We have gathered. Again. This time not to change, but to come to this point...and past it. Tommorow. We gather in a grassy quad, waiting. It will seem like a great earthquake, that shakes the structures of the world to pieces. We stand int he quad. I think it would have been nice to be overly ready, not just ready. Sun is high in the sky. moments now. And then, a strange thing. A bus comes. Old. the green one from many dreams. I it are people i had forgotten, that on some level, i shared this with, they participated in. People from old chat rooms, etc. I marvelled to see them in the dream flesh. They had been prepping too, more then us (lots of the were ufo type people etc). the buss was half full. One side had like trunks lashed to a wall. I step in. There is space. So i say for some of us to crowd into it. All must stand. The relaity shakes, no im feeling foreshocks. 2 minutes. NOW. we can do one thing. in these minutes, before the authorities can respond. We unfurl banners and flags on the bus. Saying the world will shift in 2 minutes. a megaphone. Calling people to stand in the big quad away from buildings. come out. some do, gather. more then would have. Its the victory. Before the police can come, the world will be over. We call.
"2 Minutes To Midnight"
Kill for gain or shoot to maim
But we don't need a reason
To Golden Goose is on the loose
And never out of season
Blackened pride still burns inside
This shell of bloody treason
Here's my gun for a barrel of fun
For the love of living death
The killer's breed or the Demon's seed,
The glamour, the fortune, the pain,
Go to war again, blood is freedom's stain
Don't you pray for my soul anymore?
2 minutes to midnight,
The hands that threaten doom.
2 minutes to midnight,
To kill the unborn in the womb.
Oddly im shunted into a side dream, like an aside. Gordon ramsey, a cooking competition show. It was also Dr who, a time machine device. He was always friendly to me. How many times, how many reality shows (parts of life, etc) i almost made it to the latter rounds, but didn't. By design. so id be ready, gather more, spread more broadly. not be a known factor. He said he was glad, and proud i took the training more or less well. And then I popped back to the moment before...
the earth start shaking, so much. buildings start melting, the dirt itself disintegrating, into particles. A child that came out, when he heard the megaphone song, saw the banners, looks back, in shock, as the apartment building he came from, the face falls off, and it melts into the ground, disintegrates, with all those inside. His things, pets etc. I see dozens of variations on this. When the world stops shaking, nothing is the same. No, we are the same. And those multitude who stood. I look up, and go to leave the bus. Waht i see i cant explain, and when i try, i wake up right away. I know it has not quite come, and i have no frame of referance. It will be in the now as it is NOW, not before. no spoilers, we are litteraly now, after all of that, come the present moment. I am full of some excitement, to SEE what it is.
"The Walker"
Ooh, crazy's what they think about me
Ain't gonna stop cause they tell me so
Cause 99 miles per hour baby,
Is how fast that I like to go.
Can't keep up with my rhythm
Though they keep trying.
Too quick for the lines they throw.
I walk to the sound of my own drum,
It goes, they go, we go, hey yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus:]
Oh, here we go
Feel it in my soul
Really need it, need it, so go
Gotta feel it, body takes control
Really need it, need it
I wake up to the city of angels
To see my name headlining the coast
They say I'm a walking dreamer, baby
If I stop they would make the show
Can't keep up with my rhythm
Though they keep trying.
Too quick for the lines they throw.
I walk to the sound of my own drum,
It goes, they go, we go, hey yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus x2]
Everybody walk
Everybody walk
Everybody walk, walk, walk...
[Chorus x2]
A very long, lucid dream. The dream literally was an overview of my life from around 1997 until now, 2014. It was re living key events and stretches of time, not only from the aspect of the tonal world, but also, with the understanding and interactions with the spiritual during that time. In this life, however, the two existed in the same space. Key events were going to college, several ufo type things during that time. Then soon after, 9/11. A an energetic event. Latter events were the great eagle in the sky. Even a few other things i never was fully aware of at the time, i re experienced in that weird both sides are one side reality. Hurricane Katrina was another event. My fathers passing, and even a few events from dreams, were now in this reality, and i saw how the real world reacted to them around me, just as my dream self in dreams reacted to real world events. this was the first section of dreaming, it went all the way up to yesterday. And then, i slept, and in that sleep, i was in "now". "this moment". and in "this moment, which i was aware, was this date, this night, this sleep. Something interesting happened.
I am with about eight people it seems, some of them are people from here. In some way, we are now going back in time with knowledge of wha is to come. Reaching back to ourselves, at earlier times in life. Its not exactly going back in time as such; what reaches back are fingers of power, awareness, and again, im back at the start. And start to re-live it all again. and as i go, that me is more like this me here, as i truly was! What went back in time ended up being like hunches. How i felt more into this or that, had an inkling about certain stocks like tesla, or how some events grabbed me in my awareness; they did so because I/we sent the awareness back to guide ourselves, to be ready for "something". To notice/navigate the experiences. Even to nudge ourselves with this awareness. As it ALREADY happened. To get into some understanding for...tomorrow. the day/time after all of this, i had not yet seen. (guess thats today as today is yesterdays tomorrow lol). So we live it again. I live it ALL again. But now i'm the third person, the level that is often in dreams, im more of a spectator guiding these fingers of awareness to myself and others, then actually going through all the motions again. I understand, and in a way, i understand allot more. The world itself, is informed of things, a percentage of the people. This is demonstrated during hurricane katrina. How the knowing guided the storm, but also, in that event and others, i saw how it subtly changed the reaction and physical manifestation. Why the winds died at a certain point...got less. If they had not, the metrodome in new orleans would have collapsed on 15k people. Now i see...the first time i lived it, in the dream it happened. The second time it did not. due to awareness going back.
Sometimes I get so tired I don't focus my eyes
Any time I see the sun up I've been up all night
Everybody wants to think that they're doin' right
Tell me it's right, tell me it's right
Mmm
Time is nothing more than a changing line
All I can hope for is that yours goes with mine
All I can hope for is that yours goes with mine
At the highest point from up on the property,
you can almost see as far as you want to see
There've been plenty nights that you've been up there with me
What did you see, what did you see?
Mmm
What happened was bad enough, but it changed, due to the awareness of outcomes from the future. 9/11 was similar. the 9/11 part was interesting. How it changed., in version one, Los angeles was also hit by a single plane. As easily could have happened, i would have been in the city helping my friend move that day as he asked. I saw how the vision i had, in late october, shifted me to not be there, also shifted that event i was REMEMBERING/SEEING from not happening in version two. this much was clear. all that we saw, experienced, was the shifted Vs 2. the more usefull version. We selected. Last night when we met. Most of the events i saw, experienced, were more specific to the united states. But i also was aware of others, stretching back, back to 1990 in some cases. The way the soviet union disintegrated, was less violent then the original way, in order to produce the best outcome for people. there were a few money moments. Like when i tried to get msyelf to get a job in 2007 to buy tesla stock. i was working hard on myself to make the right investment moves via the oil spike and real estate bubble before that. And i heard, i felt it, i saw it in dreams, but that big of a plot change never manifest, and it was funny. I saw others doing the same. All of us doing such insistent changes, DID shift the world, but only like moving a trend line. No one changed their past but what the did do, shaped them to where they needed to be...for tomorrow.
In the ghetto
Well the world turns
and a hungry little boy with a runny nose
plays in the street as the cold wind blows
In the ghetto
And his hunger burns
so he starts to roam the streets at night
and he learns how to steal
and he learns how to fight
In the ghetto
Then one night in desperation
a young man breaks away
He buys a gun, steals a car,
tries to run, but he don't get far
And his mama cries
As a crowd gathers 'round an angry young man
face down on the street with a gun in his hand
In the ghetto
It is the end of the timeline. It is yesterday. In dreams i know. We all meet, in the university where it all started. (MY seeing anyway as all this went back to the start of college. three minutes till midnight. didn't change it too much, but just enough to be ready for this moment. A meal. opening boxes of cooked pork, touching. Spirits said cant touch, will have to pay tommorow. Knowing there was no tomorrow unshifted. Changing clothes, being ready. No we see the after, we have lived AGAIN to this moment, the same moment as the first version. We have gathered. Again. This time not to change, but to come to this point...and past it. Tommorow. We gather in a grassy quad, waiting. It will seem like a great earthquake, that shakes the structures of the world to pieces. We stand int he quad. I think it would have been nice to be overly ready, not just ready. Sun is high in the sky. moments now. And then, a strange thing. A bus comes. Old. the green one from many dreams. I it are people i had forgotten, that on some level, i shared this with, they participated in. People from old chat rooms, etc. I marvelled to see them in the dream flesh. They had been prepping too, more then us (lots of the were ufo type people etc). the buss was half full. One side had like trunks lashed to a wall. I step in. There is space. So i say for some of us to crowd into it. All must stand. The relaity shakes, no im feeling foreshocks. 2 minutes. NOW. we can do one thing. in these minutes, before the authorities can respond. We unfurl banners and flags on the bus. Saying the world will shift in 2 minutes. a megaphone. Calling people to stand in the big quad away from buildings. come out. some do, gather. more then would have. Its the victory. Before the police can come, the world will be over. We call.
"2 Minutes To Midnight"
Kill for gain or shoot to maim
But we don't need a reason
To Golden Goose is on the loose
And never out of season
Blackened pride still burns inside
This shell of bloody treason
Here's my gun for a barrel of fun
For the love of living death
The killer's breed or the Demon's seed,
The glamour, the fortune, the pain,
Go to war again, blood is freedom's stain
Don't you pray for my soul anymore?
2 minutes to midnight,
The hands that threaten doom.
2 minutes to midnight,
To kill the unborn in the womb.
Oddly im shunted into a side dream, like an aside. Gordon ramsey, a cooking competition show. It was also Dr who, a time machine device. He was always friendly to me. How many times, how many reality shows (parts of life, etc) i almost made it to the latter rounds, but didn't. By design. so id be ready, gather more, spread more broadly. not be a known factor. He said he was glad, and proud i took the training more or less well. And then I popped back to the moment before...
the earth start shaking, so much. buildings start melting, the dirt itself disintegrating, into particles. A child that came out, when he heard the megaphone song, saw the banners, looks back, in shock, as the apartment building he came from, the face falls off, and it melts into the ground, disintegrates, with all those inside. His things, pets etc. I see dozens of variations on this. When the world stops shaking, nothing is the same. No, we are the same. And those multitude who stood. I look up, and go to leave the bus. Waht i see i cant explain, and when i try, i wake up right away. I know it has not quite come, and i have no frame of referance. It will be in the now as it is NOW, not before. no spoilers, we are litteraly now, after all of that, come the present moment. I am full of some excitement, to SEE what it is.
"The Walker"
Ooh, crazy's what they think about me
Ain't gonna stop cause they tell me so
Cause 99 miles per hour baby,
Is how fast that I like to go.
Can't keep up with my rhythm
Though they keep trying.
Too quick for the lines they throw.
I walk to the sound of my own drum,
It goes, they go, we go, hey yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus:]
Oh, here we go
Feel it in my soul
Really need it, need it, so go
Gotta feel it, body takes control
Really need it, need it
I wake up to the city of angels
To see my name headlining the coast
They say I'm a walking dreamer, baby
If I stop they would make the show
Can't keep up with my rhythm
Though they keep trying.
Too quick for the lines they throw.
I walk to the sound of my own drum,
It goes, they go, we go, hey yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus x2]
Everybody walk
Everybody walk
Everybody walk, walk, walk...
[Chorus x2]