03-04-2018, 12:00 AM
3/2-3/18
- Strange interconnecting dreams more like multiple fractal viewpoints with these green jade-like columns of uncut stone. They were arranged in patterns, and the whole thing was taking place inside some organic looking cavern. I remembered it was a colony or temple I thought of it as.
- There was a lot of pressure on my -awareness- in that space, like a person underwater. I did something with the columns, interacted with them using thought tones. When I did that, a story/reaction happened. There were these beings, almost all of them female apparently. Subgroups. My interacting caused a big upheaval. The old leader or queen was killed by her daughters. At this point I only knew the gender, they weren't human or humanoid things.
- it was a big genocide/civil war slaughter. When they were few, and whatever ones were -touched- by the changes i made to relieve the pressure won, then I was allowed to project forms onto things like proper lucid dreamers report they do. Then it was clear they really were female. The one that had been shadowing me was a young woman, all topless, with lots of gold and silk jewelry, reminded me of Minoan art. there was a new throne of that jade stone, that another one was sitting on. I only felt 6-8 of them in that tone reality. Then they did some bowing sex type thing, which didn't line up with what I saw because it involved an invisible phalic? Not sure how that could work. I knew they were ritually creating more of themselves, and it had to do with the tone that had become the reality so it was quiet. I was surprised i didn't feel embarrassed to see it. The cavern had shrunk and reminded me of a vessel, moving in a weird void...something like a window beyond the throne. A fluid space that was not water.
- Somehow I was supporting them till they grew. This seemed good because i wasn't stuck in the pressure stones, and they had aligned with my tone, so, consequently, their existence lessens my own pressure in existence. It was known their existence would add weight to my own, without being subsumed by them. A higher tone vs a lower suppression of mass. I think when I wake these were IOBs.
- Strange interconnecting dreams more like multiple fractal viewpoints with these green jade-like columns of uncut stone. They were arranged in patterns, and the whole thing was taking place inside some organic looking cavern. I remembered it was a colony or temple I thought of it as.
- There was a lot of pressure on my -awareness- in that space, like a person underwater. I did something with the columns, interacted with them using thought tones. When I did that, a story/reaction happened. There were these beings, almost all of them female apparently. Subgroups. My interacting caused a big upheaval. The old leader or queen was killed by her daughters. At this point I only knew the gender, they weren't human or humanoid things.
- it was a big genocide/civil war slaughter. When they were few, and whatever ones were -touched- by the changes i made to relieve the pressure won, then I was allowed to project forms onto things like proper lucid dreamers report they do. Then it was clear they really were female. The one that had been shadowing me was a young woman, all topless, with lots of gold and silk jewelry, reminded me of Minoan art. there was a new throne of that jade stone, that another one was sitting on. I only felt 6-8 of them in that tone reality. Then they did some bowing sex type thing, which didn't line up with what I saw because it involved an invisible phalic? Not sure how that could work. I knew they were ritually creating more of themselves, and it had to do with the tone that had become the reality so it was quiet. I was surprised i didn't feel embarrassed to see it. The cavern had shrunk and reminded me of a vessel, moving in a weird void...something like a window beyond the throne. A fluid space that was not water.
- Somehow I was supporting them till they grew. This seemed good because i wasn't stuck in the pressure stones, and they had aligned with my tone, so, consequently, their existence lessens my own pressure in existence. It was known their existence would add weight to my own, without being subsumed by them. A higher tone vs a lower suppression of mass. I think when I wake these were IOBs.