08-19-2017, 12:00 AM
Aug 18, 2017
Briefly:
-premonition of an event, but hadn't known the details to avoid it.
-learned the details as the moment was unfolding (very unhelpful)
-sniper at my 12'oclock in the building across from us
-informed the others in the room with me
-seeing the beginning unfold. The window frame, stand, rifle. Curtains blowing in my room. The moment is beautiful. Time feels slow, but it's not slowed in any fashion. I knew what was to unfold but I was powerless to stop it. A reminder that as powerful as my mind is--I don't wield outcomes. I wield time--the gift of it. Choices must be made by others. I provide data to help make informed choices--and I have no control over those.
-death was upon us
-I was privy to a front row seat.
-I'm not anxious--only trying to see past the point of time, searching for better outcomes
-The target was in the line of sight
-An unidentifiable individual emerged from the floor below the sniper.
-Another individual emerged from the floor above the sniper.
-The sniper was successfully removed from the equation.
-I hadn't seen that outcome.
Reflection:
What beauty that held. To know that tragedy is in the future--but that the future is not fated. The gift of seeing such tragedy is in knowing that action can be taken to avoid it. Humanity is pieces to a greater puzzle and even those with the gift of time--vision to see ahead or behind--are unable to alter outcomes. Time Keepers work with those who induce action to find creative avenues of expression to achieve the desired outcome. There is the feeling of humility in knowing that the sands of time have a HAP of their own and that we can impact those when we work in unison with others.
Magical is my perception of what occurred in that dream. Knowing that tragedy was unfolding and seeing the action necessary to say to death, "Not today." Then the afterthought settles... if we lived past the point of no return--what new trajectory have we set for ourselves?
What will ultimately claim our lives and what context will we be met with?
As powerful as it is to wield something like time--I don't feel very powerful. I feel powerful enough to manage humanity, but there is so much more out there beyond humanity. Humanity are merely shells housing souls. The majority of us are idiots (lack unison of self). The things to be seen beyond humanity, time being one of those things, humble me. I've observed enough to know that I am, by far, not very powerful. I'm powerful enough, but there's so much more out there. How far can the tentacles of my mind touch? Again, the majority of humans use far less than 10% of their brain power.
What else can be developed
and what else remains outside of our level of perception? Expanding perception involved mental flexibility (adaptability). Emotional and spiritual flexibility and strength. Integrity, self-awareness, commitment, kindness. There is so much possible--an entire alphabet to learn and master. Then, once mastered, there are poems to write
It's a nice feeling to feel so humble. To know that I truly know nothing, even as I wield the power of time. There's a grace and elegance to such wisdom.
Briefly:
-premonition of an event, but hadn't known the details to avoid it.
-learned the details as the moment was unfolding (very unhelpful)
-sniper at my 12'oclock in the building across from us
-informed the others in the room with me
-seeing the beginning unfold. The window frame, stand, rifle. Curtains blowing in my room. The moment is beautiful. Time feels slow, but it's not slowed in any fashion. I knew what was to unfold but I was powerless to stop it. A reminder that as powerful as my mind is--I don't wield outcomes. I wield time--the gift of it. Choices must be made by others. I provide data to help make informed choices--and I have no control over those.
-death was upon us
-I was privy to a front row seat.
-I'm not anxious--only trying to see past the point of time, searching for better outcomes
-The target was in the line of sight
-An unidentifiable individual emerged from the floor below the sniper.
-Another individual emerged from the floor above the sniper.
-The sniper was successfully removed from the equation.
-I hadn't seen that outcome.
Reflection:
What beauty that held. To know that tragedy is in the future--but that the future is not fated. The gift of seeing such tragedy is in knowing that action can be taken to avoid it. Humanity is pieces to a greater puzzle and even those with the gift of time--vision to see ahead or behind--are unable to alter outcomes. Time Keepers work with those who induce action to find creative avenues of expression to achieve the desired outcome. There is the feeling of humility in knowing that the sands of time have a HAP of their own and that we can impact those when we work in unison with others.
Magical is my perception of what occurred in that dream. Knowing that tragedy was unfolding and seeing the action necessary to say to death, "Not today." Then the afterthought settles... if we lived past the point of no return--what new trajectory have we set for ourselves?
What will ultimately claim our lives and what context will we be met with?
As powerful as it is to wield something like time--I don't feel very powerful. I feel powerful enough to manage humanity, but there is so much more out there beyond humanity. Humanity are merely shells housing souls. The majority of us are idiots (lack unison of self). The things to be seen beyond humanity, time being one of those things, humble me. I've observed enough to know that I am, by far, not very powerful. I'm powerful enough, but there's so much more out there. How far can the tentacles of my mind touch? Again, the majority of humans use far less than 10% of their brain power.
What else can be developed
and what else remains outside of our level of perception? Expanding perception involved mental flexibility (adaptability). Emotional and spiritual flexibility and strength. Integrity, self-awareness, commitment, kindness. There is so much possible--an entire alphabet to learn and master. Then, once mastered, there are poems to write It's a nice feeling to feel so humble. To know that I truly know nothing, even as I wield the power of time. There's a grace and elegance to such wisdom.