Pixie's Dreams

[glance left]

"I head toward the dead person (in first person perspective), toward the woman, and ... wind up tossing myself over the ledge to commit suicide ( ? ).  I faceplant down below and I'm wondering why I'm not dead (dead as in why am I able to open my eyes and still access this vessel).  Turns out, the shift allowed spiritual me to arrive.  I peel myself from the floor and there's some epiphany I'm having.  Dying this way connected the remaining fragmented parts of myself--aligning me.  I feel fabulous"

This part galvanized my attention.  I wonder why?   Any impressions looking back on this?