Pixie's Dreams

[serloco]

You are a better human then I am. I often interfere with other's choices. I make them for them. Part of me knows that I shouldn't do this but I do it everyday almost. I often command my people. I move them. They often dont know about my interference and yet sometimes they do. I am so used to control from living among iobs and there I had to move them. I had not much choice as it was the way of life. They taught me to move people as well and for me there is not much difference between the two. However lately, stalking the heart, I learned to let people be. Not to interfere with them. However there is a strong desire for myself to always get what I want and so I often just tell them what to do. 

I do not think you are weak at all. I can see your power. You are a very gifted stalker of humanity. 

I am interested in what form of power you have over time? Time fascinates me to no end. I too have great power over time and I always seek to better understand it. Science has finally opened its eyes to be able to understand  that time has multiple dimensions. 

Death for me has been many things. Never oblivion. The first time I died was the most significant. I saw a light in the darkness like so many others, and it came towards me and I came towards it together. The light came to stop right in front of me and a voice said it is what ii wanted to see. She said it is beautiful. At that moment I saw it as beautiful and dove right into it. Thats when I exploded into infinity and became the totality of everythign and nothing. I became nothing and everything. Nothing being death and in balance with everything. I saw that his balance is what creates everything. Death being the relaease of one way and the split into another way. I saw the open barren field ready to be planted with the choice of any crop. I saw pure choice. It was free.