01-20-2018, 12:00 AM
From today:
While inside a building, I sense a presence. I make my way from the secured building, race through the parking lot, and exit through the entry gate of the facility. People are put off by my behavior, I see it on their faces, but no matter, I head straight for my friend. He was on his way in.
I jump into the backseat of his car. He's with an older woman who is seated in the front with him.
We drive and I notice his frustration. He says he'll only drive me to D (a location a few hours away). I say I wasn't going there. I came out to see him. I don't need a ride anywhere. He appears reluctant and annoyed with me. He pulls over and we step outside the car.
He's gazing at an open space. He's clearly trying to find the right words.
I'm gazing at him while also trying to find the right words.
Neither of us were willing to budge from our position, so I was okay with the outcome. I understood how we arrived here and accepted the outcome. I did the best I could with the situation and resources I had. I assumed it was similar for him. Hence, I thought we were cool. It seems he is not. I didn't have much to say (that I recall). I just figured either we're cool or we're not cool. I always meet when he calls, I respect the role he plays and understand he's doing his best. That's why I'm cool with him. It seemed like he didn't quite grasp my role or didn't agree with it. That's okay too, he doesn't need to agree with what or how I do things. I've left him alone because of these differences. Yet, I still help when he asks because we have mutual interests.
Why he wanted to meet just to be silent and frustrated with me is beyond my understanding. If he had nothing to say he should have not entered my dream. If he had something to say he should have just said it.
While inside a building, I sense a presence. I make my way from the secured building, race through the parking lot, and exit through the entry gate of the facility. People are put off by my behavior, I see it on their faces, but no matter, I head straight for my friend. He was on his way in.
I jump into the backseat of his car. He's with an older woman who is seated in the front with him.
We drive and I notice his frustration. He says he'll only drive me to D (a location a few hours away). I say I wasn't going there. I came out to see him. I don't need a ride anywhere. He appears reluctant and annoyed with me. He pulls over and we step outside the car.
He's gazing at an open space. He's clearly trying to find the right words.
I'm gazing at him while also trying to find the right words.
Neither of us were willing to budge from our position, so I was okay with the outcome. I understood how we arrived here and accepted the outcome. I did the best I could with the situation and resources I had. I assumed it was similar for him. Hence, I thought we were cool. It seems he is not. I didn't have much to say (that I recall). I just figured either we're cool or we're not cool. I always meet when he calls, I respect the role he plays and understand he's doing his best. That's why I'm cool with him. It seemed like he didn't quite grasp my role or didn't agree with it. That's okay too, he doesn't need to agree with what or how I do things. I've left him alone because of these differences. Yet, I still help when he asks because we have mutual interests.
Why he wanted to meet just to be silent and frustrated with me is beyond my understanding. If he had nothing to say he should have not entered my dream. If he had something to say he should have just said it.