07-18-2016, 12:00 AM
My past it's quite crazy fyi which has in ways damaged my tonal in which has made my dreaming difficult.. when I began my dreaming training I was able to find my hands easily compared to now and I was able to hear the emissary for a moment very clearly ....my cohesion and concretness was stronger than now. I've been impeccable in my actions to the point I live a very Spartan life and have plugged up almost all points of energy drainage..in other words I'm much more full of energy then then but I can't even find my hands anymore...barely any cohesion....and I can't remember my dreams for +#%! now... and I know i dream and I know that they are powerful dreams but I can't access them... this block is really pissing me off lol... I got major +#%! to handle in the second attention....