07-21-2016, 12:00 AM
I carefully listened to don Juan's words on how to do it. He said that some apprentices reach their goals very quickly and very naturally. He said you just intend to do so and do so impeccably. He said to set your intent and let it go. That is what I did, and the first time I found myself in a far out position of awareness I saw that my judgements ruled the day. I saw that if everyone judged people right the world would be a great place and so I actually prayed to God that night.saying I wanted to help my fellow man. That same night I also used a traditional medicine plant called the Soma of the Gods. Amanita muscaria. It was said to bring you power and visions of God. That night I saw everything. I merged with the source of all life and all death. I saw my choice, pure and simple and raw. It was the choice of everything and nothing, and I understood how everything works. It was a balance, of light and darkness, life and death. Death being the collector that collects every moment in tie to the same place. I became, for a short time, omnipresent and omnipotent.