08-04-2016, 12:00 AM
Well, it was very cold. The iobs made me a slave. They taught me how to move them and give to them my power, and anything i wanted to learn for myself they stole and denied the same gifts to myself. They taught me only what suited them. How to be a good feeder. When ever i thought of leaving they would shift my awareness to a position of cant, and fill my mind and body with doubt.
How I got there was simple.. I followed don Juan's advice and intended to voice my intent to their world and I said I would like to go to your world, bodily, and I would be sad if I didnt go.
I did hve some good times in their world yes, but mostly it was a big mistake. It has taken me many years to undo the damage they had caused me. They would threaten to kill me if I leaved and eventually they began terrorizing me and fighting me. It made me very strong inn the end.
How I got there was simple.. I followed don Juan's advice and intended to voice my intent to their world and I said I would like to go to your world, bodily, and I would be sad if I didnt go.
I did hve some good times in their world yes, but mostly it was a big mistake. It has taken me many years to undo the damage they had caused me. They would threaten to kill me if I leaved and eventually they began terrorizing me and fighting me. It made me very strong inn the end.