02-18-2015, 12:00 AM
i was meditating last night attempting to have an experience of oneness with the absolute, my mantra became 'become one with the absolute' and i felt this energy spiraling upwards and in time with the rhythm. i intended the absolute to be all powerful and i gave God the power to move me and guide me.
i felt and saw my energy body, it was like a blueish energy, a fleeting almost shadow like texture and i could perceive that it was particles loosely bound together, but with tiny gaps in between, that was perfect and felt like it formed the perfect shape around my body yet could be anything it wanted, im aware that it is me as everything that it did i did in unison. it smiled and i did, but the most perfect smile and one that i can even feel and produce at will now. for a long time i set a frown and it might sound silly but i need to remember to keep this smile going.
i fully understood the remark that dj makes when he's instructing on dreaming, 'let your energy body do it!'
i see how this is done, i smiled without a thought, it wasnt a command, it was something else, i let my energy body do it. i gave my energy body the power to heal myself and i felt this happening in real time. i felt what it would be like to be in the presence of the absolute, and the security that pure experience brings. i need to do more meditation in my daily life to enhance this experience and make it active within my daily life. i also realised that the energy body is our connection to the abstract, the absolute, it is the mediator, and i am always trying to derail its intent unintentionally, my connection with spirit is not quite perfect as yet, yet i know that it is off balance but now i feel that i have the power to make this connection permanently active.
i see how sorcery is like a progression but it isn't, it seems like learning techniques really im only learning to move my ap, and to have cohesion in new positions, it seems like i came from a mundane world without magic and am moving into a world where magic is active and all around me, yet, it isnt a progression like learning how to tie your shoe laces, im learning to be fluid enough to move and work with my energy body, im moving my ap, the world conforms to the description imposed.
i felt and saw my energy body, it was like a blueish energy, a fleeting almost shadow like texture and i could perceive that it was particles loosely bound together, but with tiny gaps in between, that was perfect and felt like it formed the perfect shape around my body yet could be anything it wanted, im aware that it is me as everything that it did i did in unison. it smiled and i did, but the most perfect smile and one that i can even feel and produce at will now. for a long time i set a frown and it might sound silly but i need to remember to keep this smile going.
i fully understood the remark that dj makes when he's instructing on dreaming, 'let your energy body do it!'
i see how this is done, i smiled without a thought, it wasnt a command, it was something else, i let my energy body do it. i gave my energy body the power to heal myself and i felt this happening in real time. i felt what it would be like to be in the presence of the absolute, and the security that pure experience brings. i need to do more meditation in my daily life to enhance this experience and make it active within my daily life. i also realised that the energy body is our connection to the abstract, the absolute, it is the mediator, and i am always trying to derail its intent unintentionally, my connection with spirit is not quite perfect as yet, yet i know that it is off balance but now i feel that i have the power to make this connection permanently active.
i see how sorcery is like a progression but it isn't, it seems like learning techniques really im only learning to move my ap, and to have cohesion in new positions, it seems like i came from a mundane world without magic and am moving into a world where magic is active and all around me, yet, it isnt a progression like learning how to tie your shoe laces, im learning to be fluid enough to move and work with my energy body, im moving my ap, the world conforms to the description imposed.