02-19-2015, 12:00 AM
im reading a lot of the previous posts here, there's a lot of info and it's helping me a lot.in meditation last night i saw how it was utterly easy to notice changes in the environment through halfclosed eyes / blurred as DJ suggests, there was all sorts of strange effects and i could see what i can only describe as fleeting trails of energy. i am attempting to go from sitting meditation/inner silence to dreaming seamlessly and i found that as i was trying this all sorts of intent came to me, the first of which was trying to see energy as it flows. there are a lot of things i want to work on based on the posts i've been reading and what has been interesting to me is the fact that all i had to formulate my ideas on all of this was the work of CC, and what if i got stuck following a didactic device instead of the real instruction.
i got this from http://sorcery.yuku.com/topic/3190/Sorc ... n-reviewed
so what ive been attempting to do is get back to the basics, 'we are perceivers' is something that has struck me as important, it is the basis from which to work from, and can be applied if you're talking about 1st, 2nd or 3rd attention.
im not going to claim to be a super warrior / sorcerer / master of 3rd attention. my goal is to achieve the totality of myself having only a vague idea what this means, i see how this is a good goal to work towards.
i want to frame everything that im doing within the context of 'perception' and what i am doing is moving my ap in different ways to perceive differently. i want to learn the art of perception so to speak, and become adept at shifting and holding.
this is the best course of action for me, i feel that as long as i stick to learning to move ap then all of the rest of the things i want to achieve will happen by themselves as a effect of moving the ap.
i am asking ally to help me move my ap and show me what is happening, and i am receiving intent coming to me voluntarily.
i walked past some new signage placed directly on my way to work, 'the best thing about memories is making them'this has many implications within my world, memories are becoming more fluid (i used to see them firmly fixed in the past with no possibility of affecting/altering them), and i see how even though a memory has already been created that i can still make them conform to the way i want to see them, i can alter the way i view the memory or alter the memory completely and i can create new memories in the past that affect my future, the possibilities are endless. and also this applies moving forward, to create new memories in the moment, like the original post here, i created those memories using intent to perform a particular feat, i mean i had no previous experience of this and now i have made these memories i can apply what i have learnt in the future through recalling these memories.
like when dj shows cc how to start dreaming, he says
"In this particular instance, since we're talking about the first gate of dreaming, the goal of dreaming is to intend that your energy body becomes aware that you are falling asleep. Don't try to force yourself to be aware of falling asleep. Let your energy body do it. To intend is to wish without wishing, to do without doing."Accept the challenge of intending," he went on. "Put your silent determination, without a single thought, into convincing yourself that you have reached your energy body and that you are a dreamer. Doing this will automatically put you in the position to be aware that you are falling asleep." from art of dreaming
this is making memories in the moment, i see how intent, dreaming and memories are all connected.
i got this from http://sorcery.yuku.com/topic/3190/Sorc ... n-reviewed
so what ive been attempting to do is get back to the basics, 'we are perceivers' is something that has struck me as important, it is the basis from which to work from, and can be applied if you're talking about 1st, 2nd or 3rd attention.
im not going to claim to be a super warrior / sorcerer / master of 3rd attention. my goal is to achieve the totality of myself having only a vague idea what this means, i see how this is a good goal to work towards.
i want to frame everything that im doing within the context of 'perception' and what i am doing is moving my ap in different ways to perceive differently. i want to learn the art of perception so to speak, and become adept at shifting and holding.
this is the best course of action for me, i feel that as long as i stick to learning to move ap then all of the rest of the things i want to achieve will happen by themselves as a effect of moving the ap.
i am asking ally to help me move my ap and show me what is happening, and i am receiving intent coming to me voluntarily.
i walked past some new signage placed directly on my way to work, 'the best thing about memories is making them'this has many implications within my world, memories are becoming more fluid (i used to see them firmly fixed in the past with no possibility of affecting/altering them), and i see how even though a memory has already been created that i can still make them conform to the way i want to see them, i can alter the way i view the memory or alter the memory completely and i can create new memories in the past that affect my future, the possibilities are endless. and also this applies moving forward, to create new memories in the moment, like the original post here, i created those memories using intent to perform a particular feat, i mean i had no previous experience of this and now i have made these memories i can apply what i have learnt in the future through recalling these memories.
like when dj shows cc how to start dreaming, he says
"In this particular instance, since we're talking about the first gate of dreaming, the goal of dreaming is to intend that your energy body becomes aware that you are falling asleep. Don't try to force yourself to be aware of falling asleep. Let your energy body do it. To intend is to wish without wishing, to do without doing."Accept the challenge of intending," he went on. "Put your silent determination, without a single thought, into convincing yourself that you have reached your energy body and that you are a dreamer. Doing this will automatically put you in the position to be aware that you are falling asleep." from art of dreaming
this is making memories in the moment, i see how intent, dreaming and memories are all connected.