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what am i even doing? my world is magic. my friend candidly spoke of his telepathy ability without even realising, he seems to be lost in science and i kinda want to tell him but why? everyone seems to have excellent potential, just unrealised, will they get there? or are they well aware, are they just hiding as magic is socially a weird subject, or are they aware and they want me to kno yet they dont want to openly speak? there are many possibilities, i dont even care about them. a lot of times i have to remember the power of letting go of questions. also, there is no generalisations, everyone i meet is an individual, an instance, a grain of sand just like me. just i see so much pain and suffering that people seem to be putting themselves through, i help in whatever ways i can, in the moment, i can be a teacher, but i have learnt so much on my own, i have worked and am working more than ever, i put in the time and if others dont want to then, all i can do is smile and wish them the best, maybe they will see that the effort is worth it one day. i like being a student a lot, i am a student of God, of the universe, of everything, and i learn so much all the time, i forget a lot, i forget to mention so much but there is no way i could. this is just a reference, something i will probably look back and laugh at , i already do.
i almost remembered things from my dreams, it will come with time. i got to a point where i know exactly what i need to do so i'll just keep doing that. i remember reading about Philip K Dick's spiritual experience where he mentioned that at one point something else took over, i see it as Spirit, check the toon version by Robert Crumb, it's great.
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