absolution

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its true, thanks man, i know that im pretty good at reading peoples energy, when i write im not so clear, i know that this will change some time. when i said 'getting better' i meant that i forget that i can do this, or i fall into some old way of seeing people and block myself, 'getting better' means that i am more often using my skills than not. the important lesson here is that this applies to everything, im not progressively becoming a sorcerer by getting better at abilities- im just learning to use my abilities, it's like you mentioned in another post that fluidity in perception using the mirror /water is cool but obviously you dont want everything to be fluid all the time, only when you practice mirror/water. it brings to mind dj's description of the second attention as a progression, 'being a by-product of a displacement of the assemblage point, the second attention does not happen naturally but must be intended, beginning with intending it as an idea and ending up with intending it as a steady and controlled awareness of the ap's displacement'