12-23-2015, 12:00 AM
I want to make the general observation to all, that many people never become aware that the challenges facing themselves, are very much part of the universal condition of what it is to be human. I know of not one person who is immune. Whatever you feel, you can safely assume I (ALL) know that as part of empirical reality too.
transitions.. the mind/body/spirit moves such that it is a prominent observable concern (as you seem to be aware of). I never had a natural stable constitution to slow down and objectify such 'spiritual events.' They moved me, and however wonderful, I was not their master. Nothing should be omitted from artful detachment, not even the GRACE of GOD.
I have slowly practiced to even out experiential effect. That is, I have learned enough separation not to overly identify with the distinction between what goes right or wrong, high or low in mind/body/spirit states. In this way, the absence of personal metaphysical impact (depersonalization >detachment) leaves me in open space. As the normal human scope of emotions and whatever emanations impinge on me, another level of depersonalization resumes. Detachment is become like breathing (I do not vacate).
What happens? Well for starters I recognize that this space becomes more and more a pronounced emptiness, and the emanations of being alive are tossed about herein without sanity. {If I was not grounded in wisdom, I would be personally and clinically insane} {AND, I want to acknowledge that what serloco does is marvelous because he goes where there are no safety nets, no lifeguards, no distinct boundaries, no ordained directions.. and that is why I love him (not because he is powerful, as he is.. please do not stop writing)}
Continuing.. So now all emanations, excepting those determined by the auspices of reason for purpose, are nothing more than random objects- however perceived. But going further, existential feeling without objects are now filling the void as common emanations disintegrate. These 'feelings' can alternate from serenity of ALL being in its right place to the panic of being lost and fearfully consumed.
A more or less raw awareness becomes pervasive. LAUGH. Do you think there is no pain in that? ?
transitions.. the mind/body/spirit moves such that it is a prominent observable concern (as you seem to be aware of). I never had a natural stable constitution to slow down and objectify such 'spiritual events.' They moved me, and however wonderful, I was not their master. Nothing should be omitted from artful detachment, not even the GRACE of GOD.
I have slowly practiced to even out experiential effect. That is, I have learned enough separation not to overly identify with the distinction between what goes right or wrong, high or low in mind/body/spirit states. In this way, the absence of personal metaphysical impact (depersonalization >detachment) leaves me in open space. As the normal human scope of emotions and whatever emanations impinge on me, another level of depersonalization resumes. Detachment is become like breathing (I do not vacate).
What happens? Well for starters I recognize that this space becomes more and more a pronounced emptiness, and the emanations of being alive are tossed about herein without sanity. {If I was not grounded in wisdom, I would be personally and clinically insane} {AND, I want to acknowledge that what serloco does is marvelous because he goes where there are no safety nets, no lifeguards, no distinct boundaries, no ordained directions.. and that is why I love him (not because he is powerful, as he is.. please do not stop writing)}
Continuing.. So now all emanations, excepting those determined by the auspices of reason for purpose, are nothing more than random objects- however perceived. But going further, existential feeling without objects are now filling the void as common emanations disintegrate. These 'feelings' can alternate from serenity of ALL being in its right place to the panic of being lost and fearfully consumed.
A more or less raw awareness becomes pervasive. LAUGH. Do you think there is no pain in that? ?