12-30-2014, 12:00 AM
The best advice my Death gave me in nearly the same situation is to not worry, not fear, and be whatever way you want to be. It is the voice of the great indulger Master Julian. He ofund as I have that you can do whatever you want and have no fear or consequences for your actions, you can get away with indulging in the greatest manners and not a bad thing will come of it. You must learn this knowledge, this position of awareness for it to apply. it means like in don Juans book that you can eat all the cookies on the tray without worrying about someone else. The fact that you think someone will get made is yourself intending that consequence. But reall you can torture peole have them appreciate it even if you are a Master. You can make them beg for torture even, beg for Hell. You can make your opponent lose intentionally because you are supposed to win, or just want to win. That is the intent this position of awareness projects, or aligns to. Your judgements form your reality and if you judge the blackjack dealer as against you then so it is. In truth there is nothing to defend and nothing to worry about, noone is ding anything to you at all, you are doing it all yourself.