12-31-2014, 12:00 AM
serloco wrote:The best advice my Death gave me in nearly the same situation is to not worry, not fear, and be whatever way you want to be. It is the voice of the great indulger Master Julian. He ofund as I have that you can do whatever you want and have no fear or consequences for your actions, you can get away with indulging in the greatest manners and not a bad thing will come of it.
Haha that is wierd that you mention Julian. That character has been in my thoughts a LOT - I've even indulged in a 'fantasy' of what it would be like if he were here with me, putting me through hell so I would learn in the same way he did with his apprentices, and laughing himself to tears while doing it.
I started to answer with an objection to say that I wasn't so sure I can get away with anything I wanted to. Then I read more carefully, anyhting I WANTED to get away with...what do I WANT to get away with. Well I certainly don't want to murder anyone, other wild things for sure! You might be right. Maybe it is energetic predators that prefer I be afraid, and the dream was a manifestation of such.
Haha that is wierd that you mention Julian. That character has been in my thoughts a LOT - I've even indulged in a 'fantasy' of what it would be like if he were here with me, putting me through hell so I would learn in the same way he did with his apprentices, and laughing himself to tears while doing it.
I started to answer with an objection to say that I wasn't so sure I can get away with anything I wanted to. Then I read more carefully, anyhting I WANTED to get away with...what do I WANT to get away with. Well I certainly don't want to murder anyone, other wild things for sure! You might be right. Maybe it is energetic predators that prefer I be afraid, and the dream was a manifestation of such.

