11-07-2014, 12:00 AM
Let me go further sharing rather than promoting.
If there were a God, he should be condemned. Evil as humanely thought, existed in creatures long before human existence. Hostility, violence, warfare was present early on in earth's evolution.
You going to blame Adam and Eve? Devils?
The aggression and drive to exist and recreate the self-organism is not what I want. THAT is what is. I hate it-- I detached even from (especially from) my healthy disdain for existence. (Read Waking Sanford-- a metaphor for life).
When I saw the worst of life it was putrid. NOW when I see the putrid worst of life, I want it to feed me. To make that energy compatible, as I bring it into my heart as an awful, meaningless, empty, futile, horror-- I LET it ALL permeate me by making it MY OWN ABASEMENT (not my own doing but rather the conference of what is worthless onto myself> AS> I AM WORTHLESS).
BUT... because of learning detachment, there is no burden-- just raw energy. This raw energy had been overwhelming abundant at first-- and there is much learning involved as to directing it...
BUT basically I learned this: When I attain to the empirical assumption of obedience to being an existent (energy) and as such being worthlessly, meaninglessly alone-- then I am well...
TELL ME WHAT THAT WOULD BE FOR YOU!!! THAT!
Is a very, very RICH phenomena of 'paradoxical' self-affirmation.
If there were a God, he should be condemned. Evil as humanely thought, existed in creatures long before human existence. Hostility, violence, warfare was present early on in earth's evolution.
You going to blame Adam and Eve? Devils?
The aggression and drive to exist and recreate the self-organism is not what I want. THAT is what is. I hate it-- I detached even from (especially from) my healthy disdain for existence. (Read Waking Sanford-- a metaphor for life).
When I saw the worst of life it was putrid. NOW when I see the putrid worst of life, I want it to feed me. To make that energy compatible, as I bring it into my heart as an awful, meaningless, empty, futile, horror-- I LET it ALL permeate me by making it MY OWN ABASEMENT (not my own doing but rather the conference of what is worthless onto myself> AS> I AM WORTHLESS).
BUT... because of learning detachment, there is no burden-- just raw energy. This raw energy had been overwhelming abundant at first-- and there is much learning involved as to directing it...
BUT basically I learned this: When I attain to the empirical assumption of obedience to being an existent (energy) and as such being worthlessly, meaninglessly alone-- then I am well...
TELL ME WHAT THAT WOULD BE FOR YOU!!! THAT!
Is a very, very RICH phenomena of 'paradoxical' self-affirmation.