11-11-2011, 12:00 AM
Date: Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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I’m going to write some recent ones because im getting sloppy on sharing hehe.
Last week, I had a few one night that seemed symbol rich hehe. The night I had trouble sleeping, I had about 40 or so it seemed. I only remembered two as more or less complete narratives.
The first one I remember fully, the neighbors hunting dogs had come over the wall. I was worried they would attack the cats, but they were nice. More like big marmadukes then meanies. Those neighbors - have never spoken to but once or twice, and they like to do things like report my car as inoperable to have it towed when id leave it on their side of the street overnight hehe. I talked tot hem about the dogs, and strained mightily to return their dogs over the wall. I to went over the wall to talk about it, and instead of the butthead guy that lives there were some ids and a older blond lady. >I talked about things, and when I was concerned for the cats, the cat doctors came. Literally....upright cats in medieval doctors garbs or nurse outfits, with a medical bag clutched in heir paws. They didn’t speak, they were like big regular cats walking on two legs not catlike people...I tried to communicate with them and did but it wasn’t verbal, and they went to attend to the cats hehe. So I was over the wall in the neighbors territory. The lady was maybe in her late 40's...one of those blonds that dies their hair and keeps wearing shitkicker jeans long after the body demands more dignity in dress She seemed loose...not because of that, but because her zone of inclusion was wide and without allot of focus in energetic terms >. As we talked, I started regressing becoming younger. I began to weep for things I had done wrong...i had broke something in the yard and was upset, and i remembered some other wrong but not what it was. She guided me to remember a green court dress, one of the shoulders ripped, that i was responsible for somehow. I just sat on the patio crying and blubbering about what i did wrong like that’s how they rolled, the looseness of the pairing was full of whatever in a long grudgingly shared space. She didn’t want me blubbering because he might thing something was up, and focus on me, but he looked at me and ignored hehe. So i left. Went home. I was standing in my parents bedroom, trying to explain the whole dog thing. I was looking at my own face out of a mirror to the side i looked normal. But when i looked at the big mirror, my face was gone. Instead of eyes, i had circular like tubes plastic eyes on a metal bar with the numbers 1-6 in blue enamel paint in the segments. My noose was one of those sewing things like a zipper but not (no idea what its for i know my dad had one i used to play with) an my mouth was a bigger half tube with 1-9 on it. They were spinning and moving. But i felt my face it felt like a face, and the profile mirror showed my normal face.
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And my parents were admonishing me for not noticing my flesh was replaced by golem parts. hehe
Latter on was a long but uneventful dream of me leaving the dream college im so often wandering around. I was noticing there was this class or that i either hadn’t taken or should maybe re do. Nope the credits people were saying your done plus several 100% of requirements. As much as i hated being there, i didn’t want to be done because it was a long road out to the unknown and beyond, and event though i didn’t like most the people there i would miss their presence and fear the unknown....not fear, long uncertain road thing. But i close d it out. I really didn’t need to take health and fitness 100 again or the other version of it. That schools stuff was shallow...it was a primer, but taking all the primers you can find after a point in pointless or so i realized. So my bags were packed and off i went.
The last one i recall from that sequence was different. I had been brushing up on the history of extinct kingdoms/nations in Europe from 1400-1900 again before i went to bed. Most of the arose and fell from a dispute...one son inherits this or that in the context of the dynastic systems, and latter on it gets usually peacefully reabsorbed or split into larger related entities. i used my dream Google earth to highlight the old borders and find places in context tot he history. I undid one on the border of Spain and France...remerged them on the map and in history. I then brought it forward to know and went to a foreign real-estate thing to find a place that looked cool. Zoomed around and found a castle set into a hollowish hill. (like the city the ents take in lord of the rings i suppose lol). Castle was solid citadel, lots of moss and partially ruined but strong and beautiful. There was an inner village clustered near the walls in the opening to the hill. It was being rebuilt. there was a lower medieval town were most of the people moved. Total price...9,650,000 American lol. One click buying. I didn’t buy because i assume i couldn’t and somebody else beat me. But i still zoomed in and around....looking at the great wall like fortifications in ruins partially rebuild for tourism. With the price was a title of nobility. When the pieces pulled out, they literally dropped out of the normal time frame. Europe and the world was embroiled in something you can call a neo con nightmare ethnic and war and economic collapse scenario in present times . this small nation (well a few hundred miles) was out of the time line. They had chosen to find enlightened monarchs to steer it for awhile as the democratic thing was getting as bad and the worst empires and it was fun to do dress up and have jousts and fairs. At some point i realized i didn’t need to click, i saw the link because the offer to be the soveirghn of this place was there, and all the work in restoring and building the economy for the benefit of the people that needed to be done
>....then it could drop back into time, the timeline would re sync. Like a game, because i was interacting via the computer...although i could zoom in and be there. "The enlightened feudal bloodline project for the preservation of historic autonomy and cultural ideological diversity Reserve: Albion." (or some other regional name). Lots of Arthurian imagery with swords and whatnot on the WebPages of the project i browsed in the dream. lol. I was back to being between the screen...or being the screen not an observer or inhabitant. Trippy
That’s it from that night. My back kill me when i lay down right now. Last night was active too, more so, but maybe ill get tot hat latter. Whew. Lol. Hope you are having a fun time in Seattle. Talk to you soon
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I’m going to write some recent ones because im getting sloppy on sharing hehe.
Last week, I had a few one night that seemed symbol rich hehe. The night I had trouble sleeping, I had about 40 or so it seemed. I only remembered two as more or less complete narratives.
The first one I remember fully, the neighbors hunting dogs had come over the wall. I was worried they would attack the cats, but they were nice. More like big marmadukes then meanies. Those neighbors - have never spoken to but once or twice, and they like to do things like report my car as inoperable to have it towed when id leave it on their side of the street overnight hehe. I talked tot hem about the dogs, and strained mightily to return their dogs over the wall. I to went over the wall to talk about it, and instead of the butthead guy that lives there were some ids and a older blond lady. >I talked about things, and when I was concerned for the cats, the cat doctors came. Literally....upright cats in medieval doctors garbs or nurse outfits, with a medical bag clutched in heir paws. They didn’t speak, they were like big regular cats walking on two legs not catlike people...I tried to communicate with them and did but it wasn’t verbal, and they went to attend to the cats hehe. So I was over the wall in the neighbors territory. The lady was maybe in her late 40's...one of those blonds that dies their hair and keeps wearing shitkicker jeans long after the body demands more dignity in dress She seemed loose...not because of that, but because her zone of inclusion was wide and without allot of focus in energetic terms >. As we talked, I started regressing becoming younger. I began to weep for things I had done wrong...i had broke something in the yard and was upset, and i remembered some other wrong but not what it was. She guided me to remember a green court dress, one of the shoulders ripped, that i was responsible for somehow. I just sat on the patio crying and blubbering about what i did wrong like that’s how they rolled, the looseness of the pairing was full of whatever in a long grudgingly shared space. She didn’t want me blubbering because he might thing something was up, and focus on me, but he looked at me and ignored hehe. So i left. Went home. I was standing in my parents bedroom, trying to explain the whole dog thing. I was looking at my own face out of a mirror to the side i looked normal. But when i looked at the big mirror, my face was gone. Instead of eyes, i had circular like tubes plastic eyes on a metal bar with the numbers 1-6 in blue enamel paint in the segments. My noose was one of those sewing things like a zipper but not (no idea what its for i know my dad had one i used to play with) an my mouth was a bigger half tube with 1-9 on it. They were spinning and moving. But i felt my face it felt like a face, and the profile mirror showed my normal face.
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And my parents were admonishing me for not noticing my flesh was replaced by golem parts. hehe
Latter on was a long but uneventful dream of me leaving the dream college im so often wandering around. I was noticing there was this class or that i either hadn’t taken or should maybe re do. Nope the credits people were saying your done plus several 100% of requirements. As much as i hated being there, i didn’t want to be done because it was a long road out to the unknown and beyond, and event though i didn’t like most the people there i would miss their presence and fear the unknown....not fear, long uncertain road thing. But i close d it out. I really didn’t need to take health and fitness 100 again or the other version of it. That schools stuff was shallow...it was a primer, but taking all the primers you can find after a point in pointless or so i realized. So my bags were packed and off i went.
The last one i recall from that sequence was different. I had been brushing up on the history of extinct kingdoms/nations in Europe from 1400-1900 again before i went to bed. Most of the arose and fell from a dispute...one son inherits this or that in the context of the dynastic systems, and latter on it gets usually peacefully reabsorbed or split into larger related entities. i used my dream Google earth to highlight the old borders and find places in context tot he history. I undid one on the border of Spain and France...remerged them on the map and in history. I then brought it forward to know and went to a foreign real-estate thing to find a place that looked cool. Zoomed around and found a castle set into a hollowish hill. (like the city the ents take in lord of the rings i suppose lol). Castle was solid citadel, lots of moss and partially ruined but strong and beautiful. There was an inner village clustered near the walls in the opening to the hill. It was being rebuilt. there was a lower medieval town were most of the people moved. Total price...9,650,000 American lol. One click buying. I didn’t buy because i assume i couldn’t and somebody else beat me. But i still zoomed in and around....looking at the great wall like fortifications in ruins partially rebuild for tourism. With the price was a title of nobility. When the pieces pulled out, they literally dropped out of the normal time frame. Europe and the world was embroiled in something you can call a neo con nightmare ethnic and war and economic collapse scenario in present times . this small nation (well a few hundred miles) was out of the time line. They had chosen to find enlightened monarchs to steer it for awhile as the democratic thing was getting as bad and the worst empires and it was fun to do dress up and have jousts and fairs. At some point i realized i didn’t need to click, i saw the link because the offer to be the soveirghn of this place was there, and all the work in restoring and building the economy for the benefit of the people that needed to be done
>....then it could drop back into time, the timeline would re sync. Like a game, because i was interacting via the computer...although i could zoom in and be there. "The enlightened feudal bloodline project for the preservation of historic autonomy and cultural ideological diversity Reserve: Albion." (or some other regional name). Lots of Arthurian imagery with swords and whatnot on the WebPages of the project i browsed in the dream. lol. I was back to being between the screen...or being the screen not an observer or inhabitant. Trippy
That’s it from that night. My back kill me when i lay down right now. Last night was active too, more so, but maybe ill get tot hat latter. Whew. Lol. Hope you are having a fun time in Seattle. Talk to you soon