02-09-2013, 12:01 AM
Stuff.
Possesed by a strong hunger/desire to eat at 2:30 am. I killed leftover macaroni, kettle chips, and put my hand in a jar of neutella like a bear in the honey jar. I needed to be up soon ish so sleep wasnt really my goal, just rest. Strange centered feeling (due to food) in midsection. Strong connecting outwards, radiating feeling. Dreams formed without sleep. Spoke my name several times to people i found, and "played a song". Just skipped into actual sleep like that. Somebody let the 16 year old beagle out in the cold, and didnt wait for him to do his business, so his howling made me get up. I didnt wake as such, i took the time to excuse myself from the people i was talking too, saying i need to wake to let him in as hes old and its cold and he wont shut up if i dont will howl himself hoarse. I really cant remember much but the my excusing myself and being in the park? outside? setting i saw before i got close to sleep. I was talking to or asking about ( ), and he or someone else "played another song" i hadnt thought of, and now i cant remember what it is, but it was a real song from the 1970's. What was most interesting as i "woke" with a ripple, detatched, there was something else centered in the midsection, after i woke, a few moments latter the bed vibrated/rippled. It felt like what i experience before earthquakes, or even micro quakes that never are felt...that was fascinating and felt....happy somehow. (I live on the san andreas, san jacinto, several other fault lines where they meet n a jumble so micro quakes are a daily thing...and ones that can be felt are frequent enough too.
Possesed by a strong hunger/desire to eat at 2:30 am. I killed leftover macaroni, kettle chips, and put my hand in a jar of neutella like a bear in the honey jar. I needed to be up soon ish so sleep wasnt really my goal, just rest. Strange centered feeling (due to food) in midsection. Strong connecting outwards, radiating feeling. Dreams formed without sleep. Spoke my name several times to people i found, and "played a song". Just skipped into actual sleep like that. Somebody let the 16 year old beagle out in the cold, and didnt wait for him to do his business, so his howling made me get up. I didnt wake as such, i took the time to excuse myself from the people i was talking too, saying i need to wake to let him in as hes old and its cold and he wont shut up if i dont will howl himself hoarse. I really cant remember much but the my excusing myself and being in the park? outside? setting i saw before i got close to sleep. I was talking to or asking about ( ), and he or someone else "played another song" i hadnt thought of, and now i cant remember what it is, but it was a real song from the 1970's. What was most interesting as i "woke" with a ripple, detatched, there was something else centered in the midsection, after i woke, a few moments latter the bed vibrated/rippled. It felt like what i experience before earthquakes, or even micro quakes that never are felt...that was fascinating and felt....happy somehow. (I live on the san andreas, san jacinto, several other fault lines where they meet n a jumble so micro quakes are a daily thing...and ones that can be felt are frequent enough too.