04-12-2014, 12:01 AM
Real fragmentary, but whats there, is really there so to speak, mostly the important parts, less side things hehe.
1. Friends. (People from these forums + family etc) A sleep over, at a hosts house, not a place ive seen before, but familiar faces, and some new ones. During the sleep over, some of the dead...family of people rise from the dead, and come and join, including my father. Its in no way creepy, not zombies. Talk to my fathers form for quite awhile...its him, in energy, is him...but hes lost well...not memory, but all his...clouded, unclear parts. So he remembers work, asks me about some specific students, and sadly i dont know, i tell him hes been dead for two years, he says yea...time. i remember time. And then it gets silly, like i take it as literal, so im worried if he came back with his bad heart we didnt know about before his death, etc, so im asking my mother. Another figure, a man i dont know, says "no, but we are calling for a psyic exam since hes litteraly gone through hell..." then i remembe rthis is dremaing and spirit, so worrying about how to undeclear one as dead is a silly waste of time. I liked my father, how he felt, but... a few years beofre he died, my grandmother, his mother died...the last week, she had a hazy lucidity...like you say well you in the hospital, and she say "I am? and her eyes would get wide like seeing it for the first time." My dad did the same thing, said "i am...." and seeing around. It really struck...something in me, not sure what, not bad.
2. Fighting with ( ) over a videogame. It was chris, a roommate from college, was a fat jovial little guy accept when it came to games...was like a hobbit hillbilly from baker ca, never wore shoes. But then he shifted more and more into someone else....( ). Like "give me the controller" "no its my turn" "im going to camp your spawn point and teabag your ass" arguing like guys playing a game. The ggame was some weird...ships. and an ocean...spawn point slike a RTS. I took the land side, he had ships...and i used all my ships and free resources spawnin ships fast, to knock out his un respawning navy...it almost worked...but the little **** places his last unit on my water spawn point so it insta camped my units. I said this sucks, its a stalemate. he said yea, its a stalemate i win. No you dont, this is just a boring game. No its not, you just cant play and are being a sore looser. Then i reset the game and then it was the arguing about who was the poorer sport, him for spawn camping me or me for ending the game and taunting. lol. Children...sigh. lol.
3. Wolf and i summoned, for lack of a better word, not like someone came and got us, we came online, and i saw him like a floating face, like curage wolf animated thing lol. In and out, like stars blinking, lets gahter everyone, not competitive but fun, seeing who could get who etc. Like names in a energy directory...telephone polls, transmitting. Then, we go where the others will go when goes out, like part of it...hard to explain, energy....fountian, flow...bright. When thats over, we are there, but not there...well, there is no there. Like stars in a black fields, pulsing to communicate, but then, it needs to have some form...like...telepresence...all awareness projected to a new space, but knowing one is also elsewhere. We all come, i mean people on these forums and others... I get ( ), ( ), he gets rm and then others...some we both contacted double tapped hehe. So we are there, and ( ) is talking about things. their is a pool of water, luminous, and it are clams...but shaped like fortune cookies...but not, are clams...but not clams...there are energy sheathes...but not like us, are kinda dark, and the spirit part is inside. she is drawing them up into a net, with intent...like finding selecting them. and then taking the net and showing people. Heres a strange thing...people arent exactly people, and their is stuff, she is talking about, about womb, etc...and the womb...its like a pregnant belly, but made of lite, no skin, like a pregnant, open womb of light. kinda...differant but it makes perfect scense. So she tlaking to rm and wg and others, and someone asks about...the clams. See, if one pulls on their tongues, a piece of paper like a fortune cookie strip comes out, and on it, is the essance of the thing itself. Somebody is asking about something they kack, relationship fullfillment...power...but its around mrelationship stuff. So sham says...well, dont be a silly girl... find it, and add it to yourself then its in you...like to birth it out. And she demonstrates, takes one of the clam cookies, selects a paper...and gently applies it on the womb then pulses and its in the pulse of energy...like a...hehe...spray. This si interesting and energetic, but i also want to make a joke but its seriouse. then i almost loose it, becasue someone else tries it, and she says no no! Dont smear it on...we DAUBE DAUBE, like this and with two fingers...like lightly applying a piece of paper mache... omg lol....part of me is haha...jokes lol. the way she sais daube...made a tear come to my eye wanting to laugh...so i turn away a bit, also, it was interesting, but was of no use for me or wolf as such...nothing to daube into...so i turn back to the pool of water. I put my hand out, and draw one of the clams up without a net...pull out the paper, then place it back and drop it back in the pool. Wolf comes up behind me, like whats so funny, so i show him, in my eye window. Nothings funny as such, im just thinking of this as a rela world thing how funny it would be... a song. "shiny happy people" to sum it all up...he likes that. He tells me i am very quick to notice and laugh, sometimes he takes to long and the moment of laughter is gone. I saw yea, im too fast...to fast for love unlike you and thats funny for some reason. We notice its quiet and turn...and people are smiling looking like "what are you two chuckling over" the exposed wombs, and energy flows...i say... shiny happy people...HOLDING HaNDS lol and prance around like a dance...and its too much, everyone start laughing haha. Also i tlaked to wolf about more things/people, but thats for my knowing and not my saying
Meet me in the crowd, people, people
Throw your love around, love me, love me
Take it into town, happy, happy
Put it in the ground where the flowers grow
Gold and silver shine
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people laughing
Everyone around, love them, love them
Put it in your hands, take it, take it
There's no time to cry, happy, happy
Put it in your heart where tomorrow shines
Gold and silver shine
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people laughing
Whoa, here we go
4. I want to buy new shoes. I look and look. There are strips of cheese..energy, from before. I have no womb but "daube" slices of cheese onto my old shoes to make nice...cheesy new ones. lol. that "Daube" thing really works lol. Somebody fnds me, and in thanks, they gift me a clear glass weapon to keep on me no security problems...its like a little flat crystal dagger... (her i forgot about this till i re posted this, it came in handy a few months latter)i can stick it in shoes under sock...so i decide to make the shoes into boots to hide it better hehe. Sweet. A concealed weapon just what i needed thanks! hehe. Hey i got a better idea. i go barefoot, and rather then pre made shoes, i can daube the cheese energy onto my feet and build shoes from my own...milked energy...sweet. I go back to the outdoor market. People are closing up, but i find a tech shop where i bought my fancy shoes. Man i did so much, before, undoing it, returning the shoes is a quest. Find the shoe lady, give her a ride, backtrack to earlier dream with dad. I return the shoes, but end up with a business partner int he sales lady, and then i want to make a new thing in the travelling store. Goes on for hours Almost get robbed, i flip in the air pull out the knife...they say "hey man we dont want trouble" and leave. They had already robbed her a few times. lol...knife isnt big, it was my chuck norising/ninja'ing around. Thats why the lady said your a good partner... are funny and seriouse for it at the same time. lol.
1. Friends. (People from these forums + family etc) A sleep over, at a hosts house, not a place ive seen before, but familiar faces, and some new ones. During the sleep over, some of the dead...family of people rise from the dead, and come and join, including my father. Its in no way creepy, not zombies. Talk to my fathers form for quite awhile...its him, in energy, is him...but hes lost well...not memory, but all his...clouded, unclear parts. So he remembers work, asks me about some specific students, and sadly i dont know, i tell him hes been dead for two years, he says yea...time. i remember time. And then it gets silly, like i take it as literal, so im worried if he came back with his bad heart we didnt know about before his death, etc, so im asking my mother. Another figure, a man i dont know, says "no, but we are calling for a psyic exam since hes litteraly gone through hell..." then i remembe rthis is dremaing and spirit, so worrying about how to undeclear one as dead is a silly waste of time. I liked my father, how he felt, but... a few years beofre he died, my grandmother, his mother died...the last week, she had a hazy lucidity...like you say well you in the hospital, and she say "I am? and her eyes would get wide like seeing it for the first time." My dad did the same thing, said "i am...." and seeing around. It really struck...something in me, not sure what, not bad.
2. Fighting with ( ) over a videogame. It was chris, a roommate from college, was a fat jovial little guy accept when it came to games...was like a hobbit hillbilly from baker ca, never wore shoes. But then he shifted more and more into someone else....( ). Like "give me the controller" "no its my turn" "im going to camp your spawn point and teabag your ass" arguing like guys playing a game. The ggame was some weird...ships. and an ocean...spawn point slike a RTS. I took the land side, he had ships...and i used all my ships and free resources spawnin ships fast, to knock out his un respawning navy...it almost worked...but the little **** places his last unit on my water spawn point so it insta camped my units. I said this sucks, its a stalemate. he said yea, its a stalemate i win. No you dont, this is just a boring game. No its not, you just cant play and are being a sore looser. Then i reset the game and then it was the arguing about who was the poorer sport, him for spawn camping me or me for ending the game and taunting. lol. Children...sigh. lol.
3. Wolf and i summoned, for lack of a better word, not like someone came and got us, we came online, and i saw him like a floating face, like curage wolf animated thing lol. In and out, like stars blinking, lets gahter everyone, not competitive but fun, seeing who could get who etc. Like names in a energy directory...telephone polls, transmitting. Then, we go where the others will go when goes out, like part of it...hard to explain, energy....fountian, flow...bright. When thats over, we are there, but not there...well, there is no there. Like stars in a black fields, pulsing to communicate, but then, it needs to have some form...like...telepresence...all awareness projected to a new space, but knowing one is also elsewhere. We all come, i mean people on these forums and others... I get ( ), ( ), he gets rm and then others...some we both contacted double tapped hehe. So we are there, and ( ) is talking about things. their is a pool of water, luminous, and it are clams...but shaped like fortune cookies...but not, are clams...but not clams...there are energy sheathes...but not like us, are kinda dark, and the spirit part is inside. she is drawing them up into a net, with intent...like finding selecting them. and then taking the net and showing people. Heres a strange thing...people arent exactly people, and their is stuff, she is talking about, about womb, etc...and the womb...its like a pregnant belly, but made of lite, no skin, like a pregnant, open womb of light. kinda...differant but it makes perfect scense. So she tlaking to rm and wg and others, and someone asks about...the clams. See, if one pulls on their tongues, a piece of paper like a fortune cookie strip comes out, and on it, is the essance of the thing itself. Somebody is asking about something they kack, relationship fullfillment...power...but its around mrelationship stuff. So sham says...well, dont be a silly girl... find it, and add it to yourself then its in you...like to birth it out. And she demonstrates, takes one of the clam cookies, selects a paper...and gently applies it on the womb then pulses and its in the pulse of energy...like a...hehe...spray. This si interesting and energetic, but i also want to make a joke but its seriouse. then i almost loose it, becasue someone else tries it, and she says no no! Dont smear it on...we DAUBE DAUBE, like this and with two fingers...like lightly applying a piece of paper mache... omg lol....part of me is haha...jokes lol. the way she sais daube...made a tear come to my eye wanting to laugh...so i turn away a bit, also, it was interesting, but was of no use for me or wolf as such...nothing to daube into...so i turn back to the pool of water. I put my hand out, and draw one of the clams up without a net...pull out the paper, then place it back and drop it back in the pool. Wolf comes up behind me, like whats so funny, so i show him, in my eye window. Nothings funny as such, im just thinking of this as a rela world thing how funny it would be... a song. "shiny happy people" to sum it all up...he likes that. He tells me i am very quick to notice and laugh, sometimes he takes to long and the moment of laughter is gone. I saw yea, im too fast...to fast for love unlike you and thats funny for some reason. We notice its quiet and turn...and people are smiling looking like "what are you two chuckling over" the exposed wombs, and energy flows...i say... shiny happy people...HOLDING HaNDS lol and prance around like a dance...and its too much, everyone start laughing haha. Also i tlaked to wolf about more things/people, but thats for my knowing and not my saying
Meet me in the crowd, people, people
Throw your love around, love me, love me
Take it into town, happy, happy
Put it in the ground where the flowers grow
Gold and silver shine
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people laughing
Everyone around, love them, love them
Put it in your hands, take it, take it
There's no time to cry, happy, happy
Put it in your heart where tomorrow shines
Gold and silver shine
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people laughing
Whoa, here we go
4. I want to buy new shoes. I look and look. There are strips of cheese..energy, from before. I have no womb but "daube" slices of cheese onto my old shoes to make nice...cheesy new ones. lol. that "Daube" thing really works lol. Somebody fnds me, and in thanks, they gift me a clear glass weapon to keep on me no security problems...its like a little flat crystal dagger... (her i forgot about this till i re posted this, it came in handy a few months latter)i can stick it in shoes under sock...so i decide to make the shoes into boots to hide it better hehe. Sweet. A concealed weapon just what i needed thanks! hehe. Hey i got a better idea. i go barefoot, and rather then pre made shoes, i can daube the cheese energy onto my feet and build shoes from my own...milked energy...sweet. I go back to the outdoor market. People are closing up, but i find a tech shop where i bought my fancy shoes. Man i did so much, before, undoing it, returning the shoes is a quest. Find the shoe lady, give her a ride, backtrack to earlier dream with dad. I return the shoes, but end up with a business partner int he sales lady, and then i want to make a new thing in the travelling store. Goes on for hours Almost get robbed, i flip in the air pull out the knife...they say "hey man we dont want trouble" and leave. They had already robbed her a few times. lol...knife isnt big, it was my chuck norising/ninja'ing around. Thats why the lady said your a good partner... are funny and seriouse for it at the same time. lol.