02-15-2014, 12:00 AM
My memory seems to react to the dream in same way, but then I realize it is only a loop, to understand or perpetualize itself longer and longer.
When I resolve my need to tend to the dream as a point of reference, it after waking up creates a blank point memory that I acess only once for a time and then I forget the whole context of the dream and that made sometimes feel really weird, now instead I use that memory of dream, the deja vu as point to purposelly black out my whole consciousness and that allows to slip past that barrier, allowing me to recall the dream through whole day, because, they way how I tend to use emotions towards that particular point change, as my priorities change from the subject to the object and vice versa, otherwise loop created between two elements cannot be deleted, but rather intertwined with another loop. As far as my experiences with dreaming goes, when I experienced this today I recalled from the dream that I am the dream that is dreaming the dreamed and not Dreamer and also one particular word "draynmayn".
When I resolve my need to tend to the dream as a point of reference, it after waking up creates a blank point memory that I acess only once for a time and then I forget the whole context of the dream and that made sometimes feel really weird, now instead I use that memory of dream, the deja vu as point to purposelly black out my whole consciousness and that allows to slip past that barrier, allowing me to recall the dream through whole day, because, they way how I tend to use emotions towards that particular point change, as my priorities change from the subject to the object and vice versa, otherwise loop created between two elements cannot be deleted, but rather intertwined with another loop. As far as my experiences with dreaming goes, when I experienced this today I recalled from the dream that I am the dream that is dreaming the dreamed and not Dreamer and also one particular word "draynmayn".