10-30-2010, 12:00 AM
Sorry MS, I missed your dream post, didn't see it until today. I have had a couple dreams with the group, but didn't remember much at all beyond one: I was a nagual woman for the group. Kris--laugh attack man, enjoy. Part of the reason I didn't post that until now is that before I was worried about what you would think then do Mr. Dillar Dolllar and now I don't care so much, grist for the meal when i see it from the center. Thanks.
I am immediately drawn to a dream healing group MS, or having dream healing be a part of this. My dance often focus on healing.
Kris, I remember a dream you had that suggested this be a place of learning, a dream with a massage instructor teaching, now if we are paying attention we are learning no matter what is going on so lets begin here where we are--a little out of focus, some tension, some pain, much potential!, sounds pretty good to me like hap py hunting grounds, like phoenix born from out the flames.
I have to get up early almost every morning without much time to lie in bed to remember and write dreams, there isn't much I can do outwardly to change this but I will put in for more time with intent and see what comes. I will strive to do better.
I don't think it is necessary to be as structured as you suggest. What is needed is our attention, an ear to follow the signs and a acting desire to put the group(s) purpose ahead of our heads. If we grasp for control we'll end up in knots, useless. The group will take more structure when given attention and the spirit's shaping, it will roll like a river, shaped and shaping.
I have been afraid to come out of the closet, to be open about what I think and feel and where I am coming from; those are some knots I will no longer keep. My practice style is non-linear and it is that which comes from me being an unrepeatableunpredictable set of genes and genies plus karmic conditions, chuckle. I practice something each day even if only minding my ID and noting when it pulls me from that other listening. I get pulled what seems like a gazillion times a day but that is hyperbole and I am more in the middle than before. I am often in the moment including the ID, the sounds, the bees, the fleas, the life giving streams. Morning's Mist has been great for me, I am steadily unfolding. It's not my style to write or practice the way you do Kris and I am certainly not as disciplined as you in the area of repeating specific tasks. Likely to post more often when not under duress or stress from someone oddly concerned with other's practice. Being referred to by generic labels like missy and tootsie does not make me want to get with the program, pressure. What works for you may not apply to someone else. Your instructor guys in dreaming suggested you walk in another man's shoes with beneficent reason. Maybe you should try a dress while you are at it and walk backwards.
I will post more often however, you are right I have been lax.
I would like to return to better relating with you Kris, but I won't be patronized and stay quiet about it. I don't consider you to be my nagual or my guru or my teacher except in so far as those shine through you, lately you have been my pt. Yes, that's learning and will make it extra juicey when we can meet in the middle again. When we can laugh about it, together.
I am immediately drawn to a dream healing group MS, or having dream healing be a part of this. My dance often focus on healing.
Kris, I remember a dream you had that suggested this be a place of learning, a dream with a massage instructor teaching, now if we are paying attention we are learning no matter what is going on so lets begin here where we are--a little out of focus, some tension, some pain, much potential!, sounds pretty good to me like hap py hunting grounds, like phoenix born from out the flames.
I have to get up early almost every morning without much time to lie in bed to remember and write dreams, there isn't much I can do outwardly to change this but I will put in for more time with intent and see what comes. I will strive to do better.
I don't think it is necessary to be as structured as you suggest. What is needed is our attention, an ear to follow the signs and a acting desire to put the group(s) purpose ahead of our heads. If we grasp for control we'll end up in knots, useless. The group will take more structure when given attention and the spirit's shaping, it will roll like a river, shaped and shaping.
I have been afraid to come out of the closet, to be open about what I think and feel and where I am coming from; those are some knots I will no longer keep. My practice style is non-linear and it is that which comes from me being an unrepeatableunpredictable set of genes and genies plus karmic conditions, chuckle. I practice something each day even if only minding my ID and noting when it pulls me from that other listening. I get pulled what seems like a gazillion times a day but that is hyperbole and I am more in the middle than before. I am often in the moment including the ID, the sounds, the bees, the fleas, the life giving streams. Morning's Mist has been great for me, I am steadily unfolding. It's not my style to write or practice the way you do Kris and I am certainly not as disciplined as you in the area of repeating specific tasks. Likely to post more often when not under duress or stress from someone oddly concerned with other's practice. Being referred to by generic labels like missy and tootsie does not make me want to get with the program, pressure. What works for you may not apply to someone else. Your instructor guys in dreaming suggested you walk in another man's shoes with beneficent reason. Maybe you should try a dress while you are at it and walk backwards.
I will post more often however, you are right I have been lax.
I would like to return to better relating with you Kris, but I won't be patronized and stay quiet about it. I don't consider you to be my nagual or my guru or my teacher except in so far as those shine through you, lately you have been my pt. Yes, that's learning and will make it extra juicey when we can meet in the middle again. When we can laugh about it, together.